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let take back simpler time enjoy | non-suicide |
anyone want fake date fall love wear cute froggy hat live dog oh okay | non-suicide |
buy reason parent gave said got spend today else not get not know got spend today buy | non-suicide |
make backstory year old white girl stereotype maybe mom racist karen not know | non-suicide |
hate magic eye bot took post black bar literally black photo | non-suicide |
everyone tell go therapy tired want sleep exhausted anything anymore | suicide |
killing hard trying kill hard scary tried killing many time lost count attempt failed cuz much coward kill scary actively trying kill not scary thinking fucking courage actually take life guess suck badly incompetent not even properly kill | suicide |
appreciation post mark ruffalo favorite actor ever really underappreciated plus would whole metaphor not main character shit since almost never main character lazy express well nevertheless great | non-suicide |
really bored unable sleep anyone want talk something not know maybe could even friend know feel free dm interested | non-suicide |
hey girl book want deeply understand | non-suicide |
life changed forever wednesday afternoon driving work stopped red light gray truck pull next cute girl waving n shit roll window wave say hi light turn green go separate way way made feel indescribable felt happy feeling hour laid awake bed night thinking moment girl fucking said hi not mistake anybody else drive distinct car would not recognized moved state graduating high school | non-suicide |
not know anymorei one talk going let go suicidal since feeling alone random voice telling kill always hate way look dropped h never gf virgin lost friend make stupid decision high coke battle addiction not handle anymore thing keep sibling know look much oldest not want burden older brother commit suicide nothing keeping though know fate end life depending get around finally wish could happy live normal life make thing harder would destroy dad mom not live whole life miserable anyone else end sorry please not hate guy always loved tired give everything needed know selfish sorry | suicide |
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thing not going well easy end allso suicidal thought year due stress trying not fail eye parent school etc first way try make go away shut room play game listen music get mind not work parent started complaining spending much time alone came cry used cry lot mean lot hour sometimes multiple time day eventually stopped due fact mom getting job could work home often time really starting give hope girl class thay depressed suicidal long started talking casually month ago one point got really bad argument parent within hour went happy angry sad knife hand cutting sort panic attack something similar could not feel either leg stuck bed bleeding talked girl mentioned previously throughout major trust social issue girl person world know done gone mind yet not told everything thing started going bad kept getting worse aswell sort help help thing worked got stop cutting broke ex would shut every single attempt trying makr conversation know going talk problem claimed talk others problem get mind lost one person trusted wemt shit week period severely cut hand leg burnt cut blood supply temporarily various body part made exact plan going die since trusted told therapist mother best friend bit panic attack time feel awkward scared every time go not going go anymore thing happenef father calling sociopath make problem make life harder everyone else school getting harder day people starting notice strange behaviour school random panic attack shaky hand leg full body shaking fainting randomly numbness feeling much relieved taking pain killer numb emotional sensitivity long story short everything fucked scared got noone trust talk friend date going kill november maybe year maybe next buy probably year know exactly want die preferably together someone never going happen hand shaking hard type likely going cut make stop going life | suicide |
easily die suicidal thought scraping brain flash neck cut cord rope shoelace belt easy could die would easy die would dead tasted rope around neck small burn left side neck feeling cord pressing vein stopping blood going brain kill not worry anything kill would easy could easily end life whenever want sometimes crave rope around neck die failure lack good nature die stupidity horrible timing time ever felt uncomfortable time hurt others feeling hope could kill sake not needed waste time | suicide |
even therapy medication want dead not suffer seeing therapist zoloft xanax still want die mean access think think going good not feel way anymore wife supportive parent not picture concerning emotional well friend supportive want die want end want common thread problem one thing not tried yet removing equation not know could wish could even though done everything right life trying good self care not stop feeling like not anything good long run not help wife medical situation not hold burden house ask help said medical problem not logically think reason stop people say supposed not seem like working tell therapist psychiatrist crisis going go not want go anymore | suicide |
think falling love first time pretty much ever not think highschool delusion think legitimately met someone could spend rest life really suck met not like college never know known girl three week connected well talked much crazy blah blah blah love really hope work haha | non-suicide |
extremely depressed lonely struggling suicidal thought keep struggling suicidal thought not know best deal spent time passing day thinking really quite afraid might get slump make irrevocable split second decision terrified thought manage justify suicide acceptable solution circumstance briefly | suicide |
friend told sitting ldl online class cursed knowledge people need share others traumatized sorry | non-suicide |
today dayevery day month ask today day end getting tired asking question gram phenobarbital ready need talk | suicide |
youtube video game art channel hello everyone create video game character pen link pen video tutorial pen fall guy character pen blue pikmin pen fall guy x among u character pen minecraft kirby pen fall guy crown pen paper mario metal wire goomba pen cookie character bt shooky like video sure subscribe making even video game character soon | non-suicide |
identifying white male everyone hate not personality trait one hate white male cu annoying af not say anything without self depreciating bring hate feminism every second one bringing complain woman hating mood want die everything depressing please stop thanks n n e c r e h r e n e g e e n | non-suicide |
fault fault cry say mental health bad family bad lost mother father left try get say family bad family bad not socialising not making friend not even going therapist bunch cryin baby | non-suicide |
multiple full bottle pill readydifferent old medication stuff whenever ready plan taking bunch melatonin fall asleep take peacefully sleep | suicide |
wish could trust people lmao insecure kind insane say love everythings lie sometimes feel like love much not feel think think much | non-suicide |
okay stay hour seriously not plan spending anymore time lot tomorrow pumped want sleep plus lot want tonight geez not want sleep anyways make sure coffee hand not interfere anything safe side effect better slept try sleeping like hour | non-suicide |
muchi want end | suicide |
great song taylor swift taylor swift really great job | non-suicide |
little kid scared getting cootie opposite gender date gender yes know little kid not usually date joke | non-suicide |
not find sleeping pillsi guess good thing lately feeling worthless hopeless five year still place stupid baby idiot think love never wanted kid yet let father family convince fucking moron hate pushed around think dying time not help want pill back want die ready | suicide |
totally not relatable imagine not able tell girl like sit next class haha lol not poggers go tell | non-suicide |
never close not really know supposed post something like need get chest long battle depression anxiety despite quite probable born illness rather developing time not think really come close suicide since finally reached end line light end tunnel darkness friend not care another person talk not really second choice maybe fourth fifth choice good day day last choice point not choice talking friend today told think might finally kill responded nice joke point people not even believe jokingly said going kill long maybe better way maybe nobody stop last night realized soon today realized lost important person life probably good stayed extracurricular school upset sat seat cried entire hour none people claim care tried comfort one person try not even know know feel obligated help minute ago dad asked plan high school said die scolded not answering seriously little know plan not kill within next week letting sink might actually time feel wrong type share story not feel right stay would stay world nobody genuinely care nobody even love worst part want tell someone want someone stop tell not prove actually care one left sharing stranger reddit | suicide |
pedo dm sent nude lol wish not though ugly fat pussy not worth blinded oppritunity nude | non-suicide |
think fill tend linger detail ill try keep short point think done everything year old guy fed every facet life lost hope humanity general life never interesting since child like wonder wore coming point not justify effort recently sought help thinking thing could better think would course military decided talk mother first blackmailed speaking supervisor not afford lose tool lead week forcibly confined mental facility drug addict tossaways using fal chinrest really miss least option go quick lot faster knife belt not really mind could go rent gun range line right quick would not problem anyone janitor rambling anyways back spot prior not go back mental hospital ill cut throat put hand figure got life anyone suggestion thing lend meaning always wanted big future tech not bring figure enroll college kind window not good person mean sure search post history realize much fact find numb suffering others really poor example human stretch point lying anyhow go figure got week battery life left got year left contract know thing not change way ill rotting long already heard whole bit family could not make without mattered father cry important mother staying house whole month supervisor play holier thou msgt charge office shoving advice throat likely wax much help spent week counselor office big fake fucking grin look every day went tell life easy not think not handle not know understanding futility wanting another ant face planet monotony somewhat comfortable life feel sense accomplishment meaning antidepressant shit substitute bother taking funny enough tried explain position mother mother thing know smart handsome everything want father apparently hit crisis bit later mine advice give anything important born make someone else money turning religion told next day ok not really see tl dr ready punch nothing worth keeping overweight lazy ugly frankly bored anyone advice mull ill keep eye thread ill likely downtime read whatever reply come hour shift tomorrow thanks | suicide |
watched documentary assisted suicide people suffer psychologically honestly not expecting relate much light end tunnel end extremely tired alive wish never existed first place want cry want rip face never want see everytime look mirror not help think better dead everytime j think face body imagine jumping infront train hanging jumping building everytime close eye imagine killing usually knife not take anymore everyday worse suffering go | suicide |
x post r petloss blame death cat year not take anymoretl dr bottom could please take time read would appreciate teetering edge right not know deserve see new year someone reported local stray city animal control guardian fed wish feel lot guilt turning docile stray shak admit rash decision try get animal control back would later go shelter try adopt officially shelter repeatedly told sick felt pressured let put shaks fate contributes significantly guilt animal control demanded ask pet reason would rather not disclose even small interaction law enforcement dangerous family afraid let officer see three cat merlin shiro pus event would contribute death three pus stray cat took starting high school seemed around time clearly herpes constant upper respiratory infection vet could afford take time local humane society would take antibiotic upper respiratory would clear week would come back first would take every time came back eventually lazy get wait line humane society not want spend money something temporarily seemed help knew herpes feline asthma treatment really useful uri developed secondary infection teenager lazy irresponsible selfishly aggravated asthma not taking every single month antibiotic year passed manner pus would fluctuate well looking ill two year passed away around suddenly noticed lost lot weight not know not occur sooner guess gradual one day hit took vet lot thought agreed try fight got two antibiotic gave fluid heavy calorie food two day would not eat occurred family member buy treat would given year stopped buying unhealthy food ate ate pepperoni gradually fattened combination kitten food higher fat cat food wonderful see gain nearly lb course year time clear needed dental work risk due constant uri asthma developed scarring lung eventually developed wheeze followed various specialist eventually ct scan revealed nasal passage essentially collapsed constant blockage say gotten every upper respiratory treated prolonged damage hurt also needed extensive dental work ear infection much deliberation spent k total surgery fix issue knowing risk pus failed thrive post surgery resorted giving two month old subcutaneous fluid used sterile line needle obviously vet could not squeeze desperate hydrate already feverish despite antibiotic time clearly horrible call part hospitalized honest not want spend money reason involving cat vet already kept pus overnight pro bono dentist done work free well could not push charity week later woke clearly dizzy called vet desperate suggested human otc med small dose rushed got gave later day went respiratory arrest passed away sister arm called home euthanasia service not make time last moment spent struggling breathe death aside shak much fault not blame calling monster feel like one taken hospitalized not merlin un neutered not date rabies not seem like big deal boy indoor animal control demanded fix would take three away rushed merlin get rabies shot shiro actually getting surgery day time vet offered free sub q fluid house dehydrated agreed wonder contaminated month later merlin also neutered got dental work however week later clear something one eye developed cornea issue became bloody despite treatment specialist would lay weird position drinking going bm became irregular ton testing several week lot lot bloodwork al ultrasound time feared dry fip could not tell petrified course fip almost always kitten vet brushed test fip negative case several test medicine later realized merlin not going get better took home antibiotic pain med sub q fluid one day merlin went bathroom curled toilet seat point not eliminated two week stopped eating drinking trembling called home euthanasia service next morning next morning woke ate first time day eliminated three time breathing seemed labored seemed cold put always wondered fluid contaminated stress put triggered fip could not live without knowing order necropsy fip confirmed little organ ravaged would pain pain med lost temper would not take medicine sit still sub q merlin baby failed happening immediately pus merlin passed away october th pus february nd time shiro also ill adopted stray well stomatitis molar removed developed diabetes around age worked treating diagnosed heart murmur form cardiomyopathy vet time greedy switched another vet got diabetes control diet saw cardiologist every month keep eye heart also rest teeth removed never stopped eating stomatitis made mouth painful great post tooth removal however around time merlin ill noticed drinking lot water day merlin passed away shiro diagnosing chronic kidney disease managed successfully two year balancing dietary need diabetes kidney disease small amount sub q knowing slight risk heart two month last cardiology appointment thought saw glimmer eye kickstarted merlin fip diagnosis freaked took three vet one week eye issue turned aging related vet time said good health last vet saw thursday sunday morning woke nap struggling breathe took er informed u heart finally entered congestive heart failure given diuretic pain med oxygen took home wonderful last evening home euthanasia came came hid table eventually pulled home euthanasia lady waited politely half hour sedated not prepared quickly became sedated feel like missed last truly conscious moment sister immediately went comforted distracted signing paperwork regret much pulled table not go immediately believe stressing caused failure heart constantly contemplating suicide baby year reason not kill self knew needed ultimately death fault hate therapy almost year medicated family abusive not help financially pet although not cruel passed away live lot life issue not know anymore four year since merlin pus passed away two since shiro not let go amount therapy helped never make not miss boy political climate robbed future mental illness robbed ability connect normally family abuse stunted emotional social development one sister independently wealthy detached suicidal feeling friend lived cat year therapy med two attempt later still not shake urge end tl dr handed docile stray euthanized fear law enforcement neglected long term treatment one cat surgery treat result resulted failure thrive post surgery likely aggravated old sub q fluid worry rushed stressful treatment two cat brought illness resulting death separate incident not stand guilt monster therapy med not helped not want see new year not going exaggerating say nothing left | suicide |
birthday today th day th month age gone one year current age | non-suicide |
first time life not know received lot money not know not going waste first time life not plan feel happy sad not know money | non-suicide |
make break next minute mom went parent teacher meeting school let u see happens not give update next hour consider dead update okay mum happy result need got aggregate upper spectrum class result striving better wished luck bless guy hope stay happy healthy achieve want | non-suicide |
f nothing going life hi everyone truly lowest point life see everyone living amazing life around getting married great job traveling kid honestly loser ugly live home not date barely leave house work not another day cry lot barely sleep sad time way live | suicide |
friend family holding backeveryday want take life think start think brother sister mom would react would feel horrible torn apart imagine sitting restaurant seeing empty th seat imagining hoping never left every time go thought procces get angry sad scream pillow punch matress know fight misery save honestly wish could fade away memory would not grieve death everyday misery get worse le want stay truly wasted existence wish nicer anyone ever spoke could happy not | suicide |
okay lot work need done mostly schoolwork probably not lot time talk reply anybody try best | non-suicide |
ever like see ig person start simping yeah | non-suicide |
someone please convince not kill | suicide |
want improve lifeany suggestion | suicide |
failed attempt need help finding purpose lifehello first sorry english brazil lived depression since teenager go psychiatrist therapist crisis month medication changed got even worse week ago attempted failed suicide parent sister devastated everything changed far see motivational stuff like proud not give feel bad one day gave medication changed feel stable going therapist twice week hard confronting need find purpose life accomplish really want find someone special share life family alone year dating since ex fiancee broke week wedding still wedding dress strength deal like selling etc keep procrastinating still think suicide want stop last two day spent bed want type person go step step like grooming dog taking care succulent good shower sometimes not happen much sick leave work right still adult stuff like paying bill not please help need find pleasure life not day hour life need make sense edited typo | suicide |
sick intercourse sexulaized like seriously unnecessary bad not need | non-suicide |
not loop sorry need keep going | non-suicide |
not keep trying delay inevitablei not even see way reach let alone sure maybe could beat beast time not think could next would end dragging mother debt delaying fate not even think anymore not concentrate long enough cook concentration spare end course work almost perfectly not figure timing not want hurt family also not think make christmas maybe grandparent anniversary thanksgiving time not ruin memory time year supposed treasured | suicide |
idea know lot people feel like foreveralone included think many people like difficult alone many u depressed suicidal folk anexity problem seem luck making friend maybe new situation rough go idea not know received suggesting like friendfriend program subreddit subreddit people depressed find people talk via skype msn keep minimal company mean know way find people chat saying way find people also depressed understand not mind people not mind talking someone depressed like people unite rough time not know personally really rough go hard pretending happy time know would love could hang someone would ok sad could share story cheer would anyone interested sorry bad idea wrong place post edit well um would like talk please go ahead send msn skype maybe work sort chat room maybe pair people would not mind post sdf searching depression friend post addies let know think would work edit also maybe team r depression edit think try work r suicidewatch r depression problem make subreddit guess term could use would slmc searching like minded companion assume mostly online unless person say otherwise try posting minute guess see go please feel free pm well edit not sure anyone around new subreddit created r hardshipmates | suicide |
drained sucked exhausted goodbyei hate father actually hate father feel like walking eggshell around know close intimacy achieved year inhibition openness closeness attain people raised yeah meaningful connection chinese delivery guy yell tipping little around father exhausting feel like walking eggshell disarming nuclear power plant small insignificant thing get skin example using phone beginning move screamed shut hell coming man used laptop throughout movie begged not selected skimming hour find something family oriented free proceeded berate call nightmare fault farthest thing nightmare teenager stayed away sex drug social medium like plague got good school managed snag scholarship course worthless seeing rejected top tier school made apply majoring comp sci insists switch computer electrical engineering prestige lost lb still point weight like sit as eat cheetos order make like fake persona enjoy star war plan vacation europe major stem meanwhile hamster hole harbor vivid fantasy beating shit man feel exhausted around show tired looking reason stay alive dad shatter second want stop living feel like wind toy broken key feel trapped sorry not not sorry feel trapped trying reach yet feel alienated like someone else typing keyboard peering please need someone see please anybody know not trying attention whore please anybody please | suicide |
snow pog not pog westerner sunnys rain | non-suicide |
top reason amoung u dying quicker gained popularity teacher little cringe as nae nae baby joke artwork tik tok dentist tik tok oversaturation ipad kid kid general school | non-suicide |
questioni want hang studio apartment kind rope need | suicide |
always alone always lonelyto grave empty existence follow damnable slog working live combined inappropriate coping mechanism lead vacuous vapid wanting death nothing mourn whoever inside died long ago year unsaid happy birthday decade not even much touch another lifetime alone not comprehending one understands surely whoever inhabitated died body continue meaningless march oblivion nothing left mind nurture soul save hollow husk pay mind pas second might hope cruelest punishment inflict instinct know never loved die allow allow hope otherwise well must inhumanely wicked | suicide |
not take anymorei not meant happy world never able truthfully say good day love life convinced friend get talking behind back want kill already know not know last time someone talked without starting conversation first not know last time invited somewhere reason besides pity mockery not know last time felt friend could trust confide family purposefully make life living constant berating yelling mom make sure ugly not make friend dad always raise voice reason know make want die even brother exists spite right fighting urge go cut guitar string one le annoyance parent yell make feel like shit bad person not deserve help not deserve live point world besides everyone toy play want ok want feel genuinely loved cared friend family not tired want go sleep never wake wish not fucking coward would end already not want anymore | suicide |
everytime nut moobs get bigger promise guy stop nutting right | non-suicide |
not felt sad day good nevermind time consume unhealthy amount sugar | non-suicide |
came mom came mom age said proud love love support matter love mom | non-suicide |
end mansometimes pressure put well much want first year uni wanted job wife come home kid time work thing like new family look like not meet goal anxious university study pas desk not slept bed light since started one call text want make plan girl never look way not one anything common like religious view love history geography hobby think creepy ogling really not heard others gossip least think think aggressive violent argumentative person wife beater grow older shit hurt life not worth living | suicide |
make assumption based comment history make assumption based comment history filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | non-suicide |
please helpi need somebody talk | suicide |
fuckput mouth pull trigger end self loathing self hatred unrequited love pain | suicide |
gentleman need talk strats know november upon u month not nut men need figure best strats faithfull month may die sacrifice willing take strat not watch satanic stuff know really big badonkas please leave strats may god save u | non-suicide |
semen move make decision go towards egg reddit not let post unless body reason not know stupid | non-suicide |
psats three hour sleep working non stop past weekend exhausted three test page essay due yesterday top constant studying really not good sleep awhile legitimately sure going fail morning ah almost said tomorrow creeping plus let u not mention either camping scout dealing vv young scout working as every weekend past two month say extremely lucky bf long distance not able talk much moving cross east coast stressful not know much plate able sleep sunday shit ton work catch thought would nice share since bet feeling way | non-suicide |
find motivation found recently especially since shutdown extremely hard find motivation almost anything even something enjoy started really affect school started back struggle find motivation work pay attention guy tip find motivation thanks | non-suicide |
numb beyond beliefbasically already dead hell okay world shit not care dad dy probably feel relief going hang soon privacy go relieved not live fucked cruel shitstorm world anymore not need response wanted let nothing change mind long term rational choice feel like want support acknowledge right empty life apathy right suicide | suicide |
today could not stop thinking much want diethis year overall terrible saving went shit kitten taking care died got pneumonia covid wish died honestly feel fucking bad annoyance everyone everyone would better without make terrible decision not know not think not anymore want die not strenght keep not not tired | suicide |
best way kill please not comment not answer not want hear anything giving life chance given enough nobody understands nobody care die live | suicide |
thought two year gap kind norm long abuse one people clearly immature someone fine area teenager year grade much though since dealing freshman senior someone got middle school dating someone almost adult | non-suicide |
due dateits week due date not pregnant ever day reminded clothing size wearing clothes quite job moved not talk anyone used almost whole life disappeared | suicide |
high school going well far senior party day befor school full online otherwise going great | non-suicide |
constantly thinking ending itive constantly thinking suicide everyday ending recently moved turkey education hard live country came due expense rising lot sadly turkey not open english language could not find university teach english forced learn turkish enter university turkish struggled still struggle understanding saying accent exist talk really quickly man self development self control tried best drain started not going would tear middle class entire situation come muslim family mean suicide absolutely forbidden not get head even moment would openly say man suicide not seem bad wish educate develop impossible situation killing wasting year youth sadly financial situation not help unable leave country aswell residence permit nationality also facing racism turk palestinian not everyone majority arab obvious reason called suicide hotline hung thought could not anything situation feel absolutely nothing towards anything even good moment make depressed prefer alone time hate talking anyone anything feel empty live nowadays especially time university everything wish find job impossible live city job basically dead trabzon sorry felt needed say anyone anywhere | suicide |
going take nap span notification like lot thanks | non-suicide |
bullying situationi glad get thing chest get help well moving new school soon since barely last one lot people know heh good right friend one despises friend hate told keep threatening probably not worry right guy mental person know exactly everything else inside mind might push edge | suicide |
deadline yea posted not need go detail crazy fucked whatever right thinking need give deadline improve head self life not meet gone guy think | suicide |
posting girlfriend day looking like diary mean not relation girl today not want skip day five get girlfriend guy could see path find girl listen test tomorrow studying lot wish luck guy | non-suicide |
anyoneanyone awake talk | suicide |
among u public lobby playing cyan player purple wait player hurry vote not supposed discussion time long pause player cyan cyan ejected imposter remain yeah getting tired game | non-suicide |
still alivejust ease mind reached still | suicide |
f uk going gp tomorrow go hospital tell suicide plane cross posted title say really sent hospital not really feel safe anymore temptation suicide unreal home experience sent hospital though amp e gp send amp e work worth packing small bag clothes incase go hospital also anorexia also chance refer another hospital losing weight quickly | suicide |
favorite song one mine | non-suicide |
posting cuz got taken shower thought unoriginal term service like making deal devil cuz not know signing unless read | non-suicide |
want finally end thing not get better past year everday filled agony rare disease not ask one mental illness everyday feel light headed like faint sad time notice mental illness go away medical condition stay forever suffer | suicide |
paralyzed situation end rope apologize length need get chest mid depressed since child depression run deep family mom unhappy pretty much entire life recently got terminal cancer diagnosis reaction finally done paralyzed not physically figuratively stuck sort huge rut not claw way younger hobby even depressed dick around internet drink gay not interested relationship whatsoever hard enough time staying touch friend totally burned work significant change past year overloaded work welcome change kick as job got way two people manage not hire anyone else not overtime charitable non profit expect people put extra hour free anyway right workload ridiculous spinning wheel project going past deadline nothing getting done fast money suck ready gtfo spend rest day driving forklift anything else not computer related one catch work dad got department year leave going totally fucked not even know would hire someone replace health not great colon cancer survivor seriously worried work kill stay joy anything emotion anger brother wife baby relieved one u continuing family another generation drunk feel happy also used volunteer lot involved creating really cool thing cut lot commitment not getting satisfaction anymore know little selfish also drink fuck tonne least day week go bed hammered know sabotaging able zone forget not care shit procrastinating coping mechanism draining meager bank account putting obligation even behind cycle repeat self destructive side not even give shit not sleep last night ended taking day work not even call sick not check email wanted alone day think reason not end would fucking roommate rent would deal throwing shit plus dad would probably die stress tried seeing counselor gp given antidepressant past nothing really helped last antidepressant tried effexor not shit depression though side withdrawal effect fucking horrible not know anything done figured would get anyway maybe help little bit lying bed still not sleep want sleep forever | suicide |
someone talk calm really need talk someone right everyone talk either busy not reply assume fed talking miserable stressed feel anxious antsy worried feel like implode would someone please talk help calm | suicide |
somebody animate calvin hobbes please | non-suicide |
never way brother took life sunday since seen support offered family although people may not seem like care never way always someone talk someone willing listen anyone thinking thought cross feel free reach contact decision moment quite not understand first hand seen damage cause even not reach reach someone always someone willing listen saw way go saw effect small place world support offered helped u many people reached help sure would still please thought whether mental health trouble life please talk someone | suicide |
found phrase physic test amp xb | non-suicide |
miss someone wrote poem stump fallen tree memory cast aside die time last light disused lighthouse last sound titanic fragmented whisper horror sound last violinist sinking five fucking month scared say hello miss hellish glow set mind fire burning | non-suicide |
not even make friend friend finding subsi not understand wrong not keep anyone around long enough interested yet one person know think incredibly interesting easy talk talk long time smart witty sitting trying make not want fucking kill fucking lonely not make unlonely matter hard try | suicide |
thing not get tf not people eat pizza eat crust good book not eat crust piece crust hell got garlic crust like piece garlic bread like not eat crust got nothing wrong piece crust nothing different | non-suicide |
sorryi sorry life turned something not want go much mind never stable become impotent suffering many lifelong illness including mental one career destroyed lost wanted say not looking answer not anymore thanks | suicide |
interested computer science please check r highschoolcompsci community high schoolers interested computer science ask question pretty active | non-suicide |
want die taken black abyss nothingness never exist unbearable consciousness ever | suicide |
want big money like talking big big money huge money absolutely large money | non-suicide |
okuyasu milf hunter oi josuke mom kind hawt oi shigechi mom kind hawt | non-suicide |
brb guy going go make food comically slip banana peel break neck causing immediate death laughtrack | non-suicide |
basically not existso bought gun yesterday waiting period not actually pretty much not family parent passed away sister committed suicide brother molested age extreme social anxiety not even relate people age friend significant not like harming anyone checking decent job got injured disability month not one phone call get well card contact co worker people interacted year basically like already dead really point continuing nothing look forward one interact not especially want die know nice people post thing like care whatnot fact not know would likely treat like invisible even since pretty much everyone else not sure even bothering post guess form suicide note since not actually anyone life write note sorry downer | suicide |