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typing random song lyric stood proud stood tall high still believed dream | non-suicide |
reading rule community make feel little hopefulim year old female background information account close perfect life born america child immigrant mother supportive older grown successful gotten le able relate father picture one sibling cousin attended ivy league university made great friend amongst friend work one prestigious job available earning high six figure unlike others field great work life balance excellent health considered objectively beautiful etc age lived life consistently best whatever best musician writer student volunteer hour started company whatever success seems masking abyss inside college entered emotionally abusive relationship stayed relationship believed would not find one better would convinced would happiest wound long term first guy ever dated still guy emotional abuse continues handle love around not dick keep hoping thing go back first started dating would appreciate people responded post took fact boyfriend emotionally abusive honestly not think abuse causing feeling described say mean thing like okay bro would work breaking given point think relationship made time le obsessed perfect school work focused perfect perfecting relationship got stupid relationship obsession learned grade slipped would lost prestigious opportunity etc took get back track sad opportunity missed realized something important award opportunity etc mean nothing mom say proud say le often suspect want find inner happiness instead wanting happiness come external force boyfriend make fun pursuing prestigious thing care much people think not true matter pursue pursue thing interest need make money survive habit tend toward excellence yes happen prestigious happiest would ever guy nice seemed get people place much value relationship guarantee relationship always comfortable friend moved away pursuing relationship boyfriend abusive mom difficult speak care money hard anything fun people whose company enjoy fun realize like opportunity worked hard successful relationship temporary another external force fill people included joy people go home turn nothing inside fulfills successful get find life futile find thinking whenever experience normal emotional downturn associated human read not think depression would not easier die rather experience life dependent others honestly would not know end mom would sad hoping thing get better reason not pursued death seriously cross mind often hoping sub help excited read response advice thank reading | suicide |
anyone tryna run warzone bored asf still high kind run warzone xbox leave gt comment nd add | non-suicide |
donepast couple month crazy started feeling suicidal beginning shit got really bad past october though got admitted psych ward twice december went dumbass partial hospitalization program not fucking help dropped high school fucked since life fucking useless going stuck fast food job nothing fucking life | suicide |
guess kind want someone talk tonot open thread someone willing pm hit fb would appreciated | suicide |
instead school today making u walk forest annoying going give u cooky hot chocolate cooky pretty cool lactose intolerant not think drink hot chocolate not want impolite say | non-suicide |
firework going right think gunshot blend not killed already wanted last year | suicide |
ever dick go numb fucking weird | non-suicide |
please congratulate successfully facetimed boy first time last night facetime another boy terrible none sibling done either not know even tell parent not know react probably whole post | non-suicide |
funny arabic moment life ever want life ever want go life want love life ever want talk life ever want walk life want leave break live like know people think verse people think mental not know sentimental friend mine said waste fellow not know taste fellow oo oo teacher scold neglect education not know collect real education neighbour think wasting time not know wasting time mother see always bother father trust treat like father break hey hey hey hell think verse always search good bad also search bad good good bad boy good bad boy good bad boyy day dreamer night worker risk taker self blamer brain eater heart stealer mind reader truth finder smart cheater pain k er good teacher perfect learner back bencher new sencer kid lover soul builder anger know danger life driver routine changer rule breaker start new chapter break ok ok ok want convey everyone verse leave every one believe one not like one live alone leave every one believe one not like one live alone naan na na naa na nnaa na na naa nannaa nnaa nanana naan na na laa lla la laa lallaa la la laa lallaa lla lalalaa laa lla la outro not believe true lier | non-suicide |
first time smoked weed straight went rd person mode like facetiming minecraft type beat | non-suicide |
never asked borni bring people not deserve live not want anyway not even remember last time genuinely happy feel nothing pain carry living not somebody missed not like decent quality not want upset anyone stop getting close people selfish know going kill | suicide |
like fast paced punk like walla | non-suicide |
guy need help need guy sign petition friend start onlyfans made bet start one hundred people signed would start one please help | non-suicide |
want gc comment add lot people join make discord server well | non-suicide |
yeah maybe single year day not need partner not horny fucking time not craving attention not deprived love not like not felt human touch since february hug not need need partner not would even huh hug snuggle make happy nope definitely not need amirite lonely | non-suicide |
arrow pushup please need need fill body bot not stupid not remove post please | non-suicide |
tip prevent breaking almost every time imagine scene cracking would look like play head cringe never break like repeat needed simple right | non-suicide |
done research come logical conclusion future amp xb | non-suicide |
not go not deal emotional pain burden constantly torment thinking killing not first time almost weekly done trying done living ruin everything nobody bullied entire life stress much life utter trash want endless pain end become numb point not even cry anymore not care people leave behind hopefully remembered good thing done going injest anything everything bathroom locker hopefully end poisoned sorry please forgive not worth | suicide |
hey bored guy guyettes friend hav discord server r trying get new peoplee chat send meme play game like minecraft among u people console channel ask opposite sex channel relationship advice anime image people europe australia asia stuff going not commitment guy girl welcome teen not baby old man lol dm link | non-suicide |
sibling rich ton success nothing never worked hard life lost forgot word feeling try work hard th grade going th grade not know like fuck going life sure hell not going get day job lost work hard learn not want anymore not even want go school anymore shitty reading comprehension stare fucking ground day bored mind parent try help sibling moved living fucking happy life without issue going personal hell always tease see saying not try hard enough school true one day home walking pas one one asked jim school ha turned around said fuck yelled back saying never worked day life everything handed fucking flipped responded not severe depression poor reading skill adhd not get made fun parent not give shit mood handed shit stop bashing head wall straight shooting day locked room played computer draw plucked guitar month straight not seen since honestly not fucking want probably going drop high school soon not know shoot know going nowhere life fucking plan | suicide |
anyone else feeling like living one objective next feel like dictator failing state making one five year plan constantly reconsidering goal completing one plan tell within x amount time achieved z kill continually living fear fail continually also fearing make not even know goal come accountable not want thing decide include plan reason gt plan law fulfillment duty waiting dictator purge | suicide |
bored | non-suicide |
boyfriend broke dumbass responded coolio fuckeggehfavehwfhregjygdfhkysfkggshf | non-suicide |
unnecessary piece universei used think reason live friend not good ruined many friendship living anxiety cat love seeing kicked house paying bed friend house could survive without could leave go drive highway middle nowhere find tree take noose already tie tree feed car get car put around neck accelerate within le ft end suffering would hurt family would hurt friend housing gain cat love not able hurt anyone else hurt people friend age great person throughout pain pain throughout pain caused broken person want better not want hurt anyone anymore not want friend feel like stuck not want wish could make world better place caused tear helped soak not take care anymore knot hair not fall asleep good night wake especially getting kicked parent home not know wake goto bed | suicide |
unbanned safe dark cloud gone ever | non-suicide |
lolyou call hotline try understanding energy intolerance mormon wait another year inevitable word encouragement deed fuck otherwise | suicide |
need freethis first reddit post writing text document couple week posting soon not take everything terrible condition live fit definition hell hope not call anyone not go anywhere physically unable locked house please anyone looking done punished please someone answer not take anymore want free hope someone reply see please let know someone not seems death last resort would take live another minute secluded world treated like joke anyone else similar situation hope get born manipulated staying trapped best summary think every thing precisely complex not even authorties would believe not call bit not access phone e thing would much worse whole family completely fucked help sorry swearing not much else time type thanks anyone advance reading hope want long also possibly replying q | suicide |
suicidal thought not actually want die long vent trigger pedophilia molestation thought going around since third year middle school italy got made fun dressed since value people judgment lot made develop really bad stutter sometimes not even get word mouth not come selective mutism probably also really bad social anxiety really young feel wasting childhood teenhood whatever two school literally not make lot friend keep conversation friendship go browse instagram story read class chat get sad feel like spectator watching nothing tell joke easily talk others not afraid speaking even quietest kid class ball social anxiety also make clown situation like want serious actually speak intelligent thing something instead say joke talk really sweet voice make really cringy gesture like anime girl protagonist also not trust people like constantly fear molested sexualized literally everyone not true think not really sure molested really young guy worked still dad factory would come touch as still remember everything clearly cringy shit etc today told mom cried whole day not molestation told want see therapist convinced take one pandemic slowing not scared dying alone fact want left alone forever biggest dream live house middle forest surrounded tree thing also want noticed people know big as egoistic narcissistic something feeling called ignored also noticed not want die though many thing want see death scare tf two month ago started art account far follower got lot commission make really happy want professional digital artist future also debating ignore relationship bullshit concentrate art like said really young not want waste time sometimes think jumping window splat even though never read far hope best | suicide |
not good enough hey probably going bit long story probably sound ridiculous four year ago met wonderful girl let u call best friend could talk eachother absolutely everything would comfort support eachother going something difficult like sister like brother two year ago fight used two friend let u call fight year becoming friend knew everything fight soon became friend started get really judgemental towards note not personally know groupchat together would immediately leave groupchat kind rude understand cared worried also not really like done become even not get point one time come gay another friend called x came groupchat immediately left groupchat told went texting asking groupchat said wanted tell important got kind judgemental towards got really irritated blocked saw later blocked year ago year little fight contacted instagram wrote really long paragraph apologized lot thing read message going personal stuff friendship said going take long time could even forgive conversation ended never spoke eachother yesterday x posted photo snapchat hanging thought weird never even met eachother would suddenly hang knew x best friend saw photo felt anger sadness taking felt like replaced x looked like much fun not type get jealous made sad saw photo x uploaded story talked much miss miss every day asked could ask still angry said yes hour later told still angry would not take chance become friend going change not understand meant not know even make angry probably got irritated judged got really sad heard started breaking everything even matter x told still talk still angry cry ever since yesterday depression come back month gone almost hung yesterday belt starving refuse eat drink anything right everything miss much want die keep thinking ruined everything u not deserve anything good happening wish could done wish put effort friendship suck bad friend sorry | suicide |
one day maybe someday world nice good | non-suicide |
people godamn possessive thing not one friend getting nerve tell song catch listening literally asked fuck listening one told recent one found small streamer brought stream make fun people fun anyway mod f try watch man stream give bit support smaller streamer ban without reason word word said go find another streamer watch ninja something | non-suicide |
day posting something everyday get girlfriend bored ask question want answer | non-suicide |
emotional pain fight everyday inhumane unfairif google painful mental illness answer borderline personality disorder hurt much try hard not keel bawl eye feel like eye constantly brimming tear heart pummelled relentlessly already enough lost best parent late bpd symptom resurfaced feeling rejected hurt everyday relationship not accept never romantic attempted beginning january high risk completed suicide life worthless achievement name also sibling fucked warden house pet stay large basement depressed leave bed life painful worthless not get anything right keep failing want go cruel force alive let go failure every area life tired shame guilt want dad | suicide |
not bad anyways hmu lolz sleep nah fam got random outburst energy mixed mentally tired wanting sleep not hmu bored pls pls play minecraft like frog uh start conversation rnrn | non-suicide |
nah like life not even goodfor real though chance born bad life statistically higher born good life good life good card rarity even born good deck card good non abusive family not starving third world country not bad genetics got work hard shit job even put food table like not even fun work nothing except fake normie shit fake friend fake life fake happyness vapid meaningless end life not even good even not depressed still would not want alive forced play part game not right quit wanted | suicide |
mind like echo feel like want buy gun scared go store see right start interrogation | suicide |
terrified close making stop not scared dying killing think apprehensive actually making end tired | suicide |
not sleepit late night school start h not sleep not normal night sleep month solution | suicide |
easily worst subreddit fucking hate sub nothing shitty joke meme made story easy karma embarrassing every good post shitty one keep lowering expectation every time visit sub every time keep sliding jesus christ c mon guy know better thanks coming ted talk | non-suicide |
never really wanted die never felt bad though either struggling like suicidal thought never wanted kill got worse way feeling situation antidepressant not started working yet got point two separate plan one hang even went walking found spot od gotten pretty strong prescription opiate hand left one really bad day fuck recently storm not used think tried kill might get help need people might realise lot going head let never wanted die know one would even realise not show work | suicide |
fuck itlater not sure even posting guess someone know edit sorry leaving scary post quite intoxicated last night started getting back cutting still though obviously trying pull head back together thank concern | suicide |
think need sleep feel dumber usual think might showing post | non-suicide |
joined navy not sure people really care past two day denver sighn navy bunch signing paper spending day get tested getting physical sighned navy next five year | non-suicide |
advice helping suicidal people bipolar threadi poster past month sub bipolar bipolar disorder type suicidal many year ago never tried commit suicide sometimes people post feeling suicidal not always know respond beyond basic go er help long time poster advice thing say avoid saying would like help worry making thing worse thanks | suicide |
feeling mr krabs feeling mr krabs whispered ear behind gentle breathing left shiver spine soft finger trailing along squeaky voice seemed silly though total control mind gentle somehow domineering knew wrong bos made much erotic said feeling mr krabs asked assertive tone yes whimpered would never known spongebob like never knew type dominate many thought rushing head wondering going act around spongebob work time wanted fill every single one hole would always fantasized spongebob would skip around skimpy outfit tie always made look sexy always fantasy though thought never imagined could really happen happening right like spongebob boy moaned spongebob grabbed clean rag shoved mouth keep quiet knew squidward could walk moment dangerous made much enjoyable one thrust spongebob exploded looked behind saw devilish smirk expected pretend never happened spongebob not like idea next week time life fantastic looked forward every night going spongebobs house secret sex dungeon exhilarating truly grown thought | non-suicide |
going wind killing maybe not today week one day know going go dealt lot thing one ever recognize pain felt not even care every single time ever tried express feeling problem get thing could worse something along line every time not talked issue long one want hear think petty dealt parent divorce mother addicted drug obvious abuse come also suffered anxiety entire life well depression one try understand try go help get usual fine could worse know could always worse well aware wish someone could care second even gone therapy therapist would say thing problem really not bad also found dad not biological father year old lied entire life one understands problem never never going okay happy | suicide |
multiple people tell look suspicious not know family say look like drug dealer others say suspicious general friend say obvious drug like wtf wear baggy clothes cuz comfy | non-suicide |
extremely dumb question possible pirate free game | non-suicide |
need right someone give feeling loved today feel empty cold never get feeling wanted appreciated often feel left wish someone come life love get mental hell | non-suicide |
rest family not want get new covid vaccine live household mother father christian not believe vaccine still get not complete buttholes wondering guy would choose would get vaccine b not get vaccine reason feel free elaborate comment look forward seeing answer | non-suicide |
not go school today dad brother idea room lmaoo going wait like hour half casually walk get water get without saying anything | non-suicide |
would suck dick chick fil sandwich word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word | non-suicide |
probably not make hot haha kidding guy see hot _ _ gt _ | non-suicide |
cooked pasta second time review tasted better last time managed cook pasta recommended duration not come hard like last time prawn scallop tasted pretty standard not much change last time nothing mind blowing good enough think may put much salt pasta show way obviously part overall much better attempt last time hopefully get cook also tip feel free tell | non-suicide |
want die ti not pain fucking tired bullshit friend saying attractive saying boyfriend material nothing ever happening awkward potentially autistic someone put bullet head since not tired mental pain | suicide |
need people fill google form school teacher asked u make presentation cyberbullying internet safety stuff need make google form write common answer presentation please fill | non-suicide |
goodbye haha well girlfriend broke way suicidal depressed took zoloft min ago hope not see morning goodbye | suicide |
welp thas bout probably go enjoy birthday masturbation wish good luck send good sauce | non-suicide |
think cool space stuff happening year found nasa launch successor hubble orbit apollo like spaceship around moon back later year also spacex working first fully reusable spaceship fly cancer survivor crew dragon benefit st jude also space debris lit sky seattle entering new exciting age space travel space exploration already entered new space age spacex first flew cargo ship i reason superpower want build scientific outpost moon really seems like human able land mar | non-suicide |
speaking english almost year found difference going student school not even know carry casual conversation education system like advanced grammar time sucked kahoot today could not tell difference teacher audacity say native speaker not pay attention rule daily conversation still learn bullshit | non-suicide |
discovered parent think bisexual long story short tricked parent taking lie detector test thinking would fun idea discovered always thought bisexual not sure lie detector good idea moral story careful wish | non-suicide |
wana know cool manual breathing blinking | non-suicide |
think going iti think going kill really hate life right really not know good cheery month ago think bored sad going end probably overdose wood going within year write suicide note letter family member etc know selfish letter not jack shit not wanted post let someone know obviously not tell anyone else ehen tell friend take jokingly girl actually cared fucked yea going die happy ironic know whatever want eat day play play favorite video game night take walk wood shall not return | suicide |
love using humor hide suicidal feeling every time someone asks okay even know inside truly need help always say yeah come meme always reassure okay always like lol | non-suicide |
sure dead next year even start year old lived depression year lost friend due working h every month know people say never alone recently celebrated dad turning party mental breakdown telling not havet urge live anymore hugged said help day ago still not heard planning way take life found best way live country get degree winter going weed alcohol freeze not stand alone anymore | suicide |
worst food combo imagine idea oreo soup broth make real cursed please | non-suicide |
concussion braininjury not anymorei master degree going national master title chess fast quick sharp funny fluent shadow former self dulled genetic downgrade month post concussion intellect gone male thought concussion every single day since incident multiple time day | suicide |
people type fullstops end every sentence scare like formal think mad something time add fullstops discus something really important | non-suicide |
think going itmy parent keeping tablet safe box thing not overdose figured code got pack paracetamol hid bedroom plan take trying resit stay alive family care feel like not know please help | suicide |
going kill jack shit anyone ithad enough bullshit fuck life fuck coming anyway fucked everything best friend bf left worse part gay deep shit not spending another fucking year alone fuck better end endure shit fuck done | suicide |
working brother punching bag told punch said not want jokingly started insult not even two syllable insult punched right chest year old punch hard | non-suicide |
egotistical two year ago really horrible point life parent told given future person depressed grade fell stayed sister missing receiving threat crazy ex girlfriend trying falsely accuse assaulting deeply depressed emotionally drained never really saw suicide viable option also important starting convert catholic agnostic atheist thought kind existence even rife anxiety attack coupled schizophrenic episode better existence not know came conclusion laundry list med anxiety head deterred enough begin building sort quasi superiority complex began consider valuable society peer experience schizophrenia got point considered suicide actually thought would depriving world treasure not derive comfort still trudged battle legal otherwise eventually came side empathetic even little confident day graduated first time year felt good truly happy not know little megalomania good person risk would like hear thought opinion | suicide |
not think anymorei year old widowed mother child pain alive much barely function sleep care daughter know selfish know little baby need think would better without today month husband death best friend cut life emotion making unpleasant not friend signed anymore know not big deal nothing compared loss husband feel like last little piece chance happy gone never low life break heart selfish awful drove best friend away think leave kid orphan also think deserve better mother would even consider not know could ever pick piece life not want try | suicide |
helphurts much amp xb need help | suicide |
not poggers asked girl said friendzoned worst thing th time row exact thing happening starting see pattern not like | non-suicide |
today turned finally yep birthday thank reading | non-suicide |
nobody twitter calling blonde hair black thing blonde hair cultural appropriation syrup hair color dayum cancel culture mf ruin everything entertaining | non-suicide |
smoking self harm alternativesthe thing seem take edge moment cutting smoking trying give desperately craving cigarette right though not exactly go get nothing else think work guy please not say go walk stuff like not way much work quite late thanks | suicide |
diekill hang jump building jump bridge look car let run slit wrist stab cut throat hang drown ocean overdose jump front train hang hang hang die let disappear not help everyone say want help truth not would help scumbag not want help | suicide |
month since miscarried three week since got dumped much pain last night drive home drunk ex would not let stay sober recovering cocaine addiction probably going get fired going aa depressed talk anyone person think killed baby coke knew pregnant not anymore um much pain numb every day month want stop want dead | suicide |
fucking idiot made online friend two year ago longest anyone ever stuck around year finally made felt like genuine irl friend ghosted quarantine anyway year got really depressed ghosted little told started talking last week week messaged not talked month fault like worthless piece shit one blame not get anyone stay fuck | non-suicide |
today proud today proud crumbling relationship past week continuously building stress panic work general feeling failure pain difficult interaction someone today part group getting ready climb mount whitney tallest mountain continental united state every year chance kind thing need get permit permit next impossible obtain today leader group james expressed doubt could make encouraging rethink going crushing already not believe hear others doubting others see failure not not hurt crushed not think bad alternate running three time week climbing stair machine gym hour time climbed mountain consider relatively fit still expressed doubt could keep group felt crushed wanted scream get really aggressive wanted get pissy tell not know wanted give say give permit someone else feeling many thing could tell feeling really attacked tension building took deep breath said going hard time right seem sensitive want know not fault responsibility think not keep group would happy compromise make transportation arrangement hike pace still able make not anyones responsibility tension immediately dissolved felt really proud communicated emotion effectively explained tension absolved responsibility suggested good alternative solution feel control emotion time felt good feel control | suicide |
summary mind go not post thing like online need let world know feeling feel worthless lied going class lied well lied drug use ruined drug alcohol way coping someone almost felt love look contempt never fucking mess friend not want around mental state topic talk behind back know getting evicted violent episode use drug made feel happy even hour better drift away ecstasy happiness night let voice take ahold tried commuting suicide already drug overdose seemed like best option fade haze nothing appealed took mix opioids ecstasy thinking could feel happiness go dark choice brought death not choose unfortunately survived convulsing hour someone found made throw left not mental physical sense felt pathetic not even tell family going not like not care not overcome shame would entail asked help sad think going college bright future ahead could not truth often think way kill run oncoming traffic shoot suffocation wanted go peacefully right sitting ledge looking ground not look bad guess sure impact would enough maybe not not know ask help went vent whole life told man deal well look ended drug addicted suicidal kid not seem find meaningful connection anyone good bye thank listening | suicide |
quit horrible awful please kill job today two week hoping die car accident way morning numb would tear two week terror idea repeating today tomorrow trip home guess find much deeper issue go rainbow singing bird morning know life remain pointless fantasy freedom | suicide |
previous attempt failed left scared try want way stop feeling like thisthrough previous attempt ended hospitalised icu embarrassing whole family another failed attempt would humiliating point nobody fails three time really want die wish could see way feel better therapy not trying year many different doctor specialist medication treatment tried giving putting solid effort not work not improve not want die really not see way feeling | suicide |
think going end thing soonim failing class trying hard get back literally live anymore one seems care mom literally going insane always trying fight not believe qanon asked therapy never got done nothing life since march grandpa uncle passed away year could not even say goodbye really not know anymore plan trying catch work today know going give really thinking ending soon way get grade point acceptable | suicide |
tell friend love without sounding gay weird also mean offense gay weird people | non-suicide |
pathetic trashim depressed anxious useless worthless person really annoying boring not make anyone happy feel like everyone hate not shake thought ever eventually people start hate get fed stupid awkward well hate living much not find fun disgusting people like deserve die nothing else | suicide |
want fucking diegive reason not die like literally feel like shit hate life not know not | suicide |
life crap ago asking advice confess crush like well manned not using advice thought would end badly would probably better actually happened texted expressing feeling replied ok left read every message fuck life would probably ok said not feel way back know anything actually tell actually feel saying put ok depressed ever not help almost every one class within meter sit hopefully not seem like making bitch not way vent | non-suicide |
donei done everything everything keep getting worse need something need therapist not even make effort think keep getting worse worse much wonder worth right really fucking tiring want die alone somewhere without hurting anyone not anything right make happen | suicide |
today year old found older brother still born mom told like minute ago feel like already knew weird never told alive would right | non-suicide |
feel guilty wanting die even know lot thing live fori struggling depression long time honestly never thought id make far thought would die thought suicidal urge control life used shitty recently getting lot better well school started exercising better relationship sibling made new friend also boyfriend love much pandemic hit stuck home verbally emotionally abusive parent stress school really getting feel burnt hollow night not sleep think easy would give finally die thing know lot thing life love thing thankful wonderful boyfriend group friend try best support cheer even thankful parent paying school despite everything else feel guilty feeling way wonder mean feeling not strong thought not value relationship blessing life lying really care people despite effort still find hard keep trying really appreciate fact care love parent still support financially not know feel advice deal feeling would appreciated | suicide |
else get annoyed spotify put second thing saying watch short video minute uninterrupted listening play ad ad put another second thing saying thank enjoy minute uninterrupted listing | non-suicide |
noteto everyone leaving behind sorry mama papa love please not blame redacted know promised would not die would not kill please try understand pain feel apologize hurt know stronger know make every day past year painful not remember single day not failed somehow entire life series failure mistake everyday mistake failure tried make friend tried open end hurting not life live tried hard put look forward see nothing end pain see death not get wrong not easy love mama papa redacted redacted redacted stronger | suicide |
bored life hi not feel depressed not feel good bad not feel empty neither feel like fulfilled dream point life not much live work good company earn enough everything become monotone life know normal not expect however feel stuck life work entire life boredom want finish already know going happen next life would probably work become wait death age live life selling hour like prostitute come home tired not able anything feel nothing life bad good finish last quest life game want uninstall game way graphic nice however story line really sucked | suicide |
hearing people talk plan year future something not relate not plan living long hear people talk thing year future not even think make half month thought existing shithole year sound like something not bear regret not killing year ago tired alive nothing getting better everything falling apart feel grip reality fading want peaceful death | suicide |
coin whoever best comment hour get award lol good luck | non-suicide |