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little psa whatever not hour solid chopin practice piano try go bed hand cramping like crazy would think year playing would not get | non-suicide |
literally got literature homework write fanfiction thing read week ago lmao | non-suicide |
kind sad managed get low english not know mom care much guess not know intend km end h not deal trying succeed life | non-suicide |
want kill myselfi reason live trying put together plan hitting wall not money not feel like procure mean year old lived parent ever since got raped year ago spent yesterday looking method not go like went rehab one counselor said not creative life would not make not creative life bipolar not work money car husband child job time end | suicide |
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opinion body choice say someone destructive habit harming body would | non-suicide |
trying say reddit r teenager | non-suicide |
comedy movie deep serious part like damn wanted watch good time not die cringe completely place carry without joke break unwanted cringe fuck hate | non-suicide |
best part home alone take shower bathroom door open | non-suicide |
anyone age ish want message bored | non-suicide |
not know anymorei high school student italy feel like want kill suicidal thought year feeling growing probably angsty teen problem minuscule confront everyone else subreddit currently studying enter dream college make family proud everyone expects much nerd think maybe killing might put soul rest cry every day every day stronger urge suicide sorry english not good italian | suicide |
guy talk life good bad even extreme want know okay feel loved | non-suicide |
ran preamble google translate time grandchild woman achieved mixed fair quiet reform year federal law advocacy rule law please stay calm | non-suicide |
living life bpd not worth itthis not going articulate post want let done living fucking disease traveling u summer fellowship career absolutely depressed feel like idiot not ever hold long term relationship job want die want hang get back home want die gf dumped told bpd today birthday want wish happy birthday would bad idea want die fuck pathetic stupid going take class next two semester graduate college year want die want die not get better fuck | suicide |
going kill myselfi hate want die every day finished suicide note going od heroin tomorrow pm not want live anymore not worth | suicide |
rickrolled crush sent crush rickroll little know lyric actually make sense | non-suicide |
not know much fight lefti really not know start putting feeling always hard put word ill best not reach anyone need not really happy since around hard reall narrow time not really remember much life fleeting moment thing stayed constant feeling drowning keep getting worse feel like air left running gotten hard enjoy happy moment matter nice know soon moment end everything go back insufferable emptiness hard even want keep going almost two third life exhausted put much fight know break even hobby used love much not bring joy anymore thrown new one work month best enjoyment dissappears well not escape feeling loneliness spend much time friend not feel connection anymore fact not feel connection anyone know gone ill fleeting memory people mostly forget soon tried dating not enjoy sex sex drive make difficult since generally important thing relationship ended giving reminds every time truly broken feel increasingly alienated human sorry rambling not even know make sense honestly | suicide |
hey everyonehey everyone long time lurker currently not sleep first time many month mind clear suicidal thought first counseling session today wonderful psychotherapist went incredibly well able pinpoint cause depression anxiety first day kind crazy subtle obvious personal problem want say everyone please stay strong worth love every single one bravery sharing experience helped struggle amp xb thankfully jpc | suicide |
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not harassed online time comment transphobic post saying yikes | non-suicide |
kind feel bad not writingi unsure post really belongs thought think fit pretty much done life long time mdd since birth never properly medicated fuck ups stacked taller tried killing someone something thought would lot entertaining not go planning attempt number two month extremely confident one felt like finally going however remembered scared almost backed first time kind apathy set not even muster want kill instead going disappear always wanted live simple life wilderness u never thought would older successful since table figure disappear two bird one stone never got around taking wilderness survival class wanted experienced couple year way pro figure probably die exposure starvation winter anyways reason posting though original plan going write sincere letter people close immediate family started writing though felt like might tad much recipient thinking letter decision make feel awful want best friend know much appreciate want move disappear want girl know really feel want mom know nothing could done take care brother sister know sorry ditching dad know asshole stepmom know good mom real one not want know year suffering never see advice alternative | suicide |
life not ever good really point anybody wisdom share following dilemma summer life enjoyed perfect happiness everything made happiness left destined live depressed life not see future anywhere near beautiful past forgive egoic self indulgent | suicide |
either tonight tomorrow pretty much preparing finish cleaning house packing stuff note etc tired anymore heart still broken three month later bpd ex cheated left know probably not care family get rotting inside not take feeling anymore practically dead anyways energy anything not stop rushing thought childhood ex want sleep today may day regardless dead end weekend hopefully tonight still lot ill keep everyone updated | suicide |
day writing something positive happened today caught friend not heard long time | non-suicide |
happened mega thicc not see anymore go infinity magic | non-suicide |
tf bad say not like gay people bring sexuality time not get friend constantly bringing gay found annoying tf bad find annoying make sense | non-suicide |
hate myselfi hate everything always ruin good thing loathe self pity thing go bad ruined one best thing life even made best friend hate action instead actually listening pushed away took everything granted alone stupid ugly person inside everything bad not want anymore | suicide |
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horn knee girl reddit get many like comment horn knee boi reddit get people mad comment downvote da society live fillerfillerfillerfillerfiller fillerfillerfillerfillerfiller | non-suicide |
fucking stressed feel like problem insurmountable feel easy way problem would fucking end myselfi not know right subreddit bad place right first found searched suicide reddit college financial debt insane way making nearly enough money pay depressed barely go class making fucking hard work nothing constantly feel nagging feeling would killed not even fucking open people feel like not care enough nothing help point telling shit hurting help real emotional support system feel isolated not even tell people fucking problem without thinking pathetic piece shit feel lost point not know want post needed somewhere say feel | suicide |
bad nightive suicidal long remember friend died little year ago still hard going old photo saw hurt much expected feel like vomiting ended life gun remember last time came house small party wore pajama stayed away everyone left early never reached wish wish not fucking horrible ending think much going back time unhealthy sometimes dream seeing helping hurt much wantnit stop | suicide |
sister saved suicide without even realizing ittitle happened last night lost hope incredibly stressed lost live decided hang month wanting everything ready noose hanging ceiling chair kick although not write suicide note however sister knock door saying tired quickly scramble put everything away say come hang bit done lost try really struggling wanting try really not sure told one person irl | suicide |
fuck breaking bad shoved face trough year not even noticed wanted install kingdom rush vengeance since habit playing game last bos fight one character say one knock first interaction br ba watched animeme video jesse year show spoiled not noticed month month ago started watching coincidence think not | non-suicide |
probably not best place ask meet good people could specific country could online | suicide |
need help amp xb bruh | non-suicide |
purpose remember feel like made exactly one attempt take life exchange program literally unable cry help anyone around language barrier believing thing worse death would going back home toxic parent getting feeling lucid le emotional tonight heard ping phone notification beginning cycle seen many time since narrowly becoming financially independent family mom desperately trying prod action toward vague romanticized image success stepdad see nothing liability not feel like mom little doormat treat like twelve year old catch want save someone got couple month worth money saved away not job dropped school not care anymore though primed not quit previous job busy student not tired neither thing parent berate constantly nag nothing make feel like hopeless twelve year old whelp well year old thing see could better standard not understand not responsibility never get job run money flesh lease grab couple belonging throw rest trash attempt never see toxic not understand believe excessive molding pressure made complacent childhood judge coping mechanism know not even begin get know equal people not help see burden attempted suicide saved dumb harebrained scheme method flawed changed procedure adequately people entered room contented mask went back periodically felt suicidal since tried talk parent angry wasting time told would not guess right hate hate toxicity hate younger self complacence tonight turned done saw comment post year ago someone claimed elderly store clerk saved life giving sticker fourteen made think people feel like different reason goddamn easy would normally anyone help easy would normally help someone else hate would change covid taken decision hand taken purpose away made unable bring joy anyone not please parent not know help anyone else not help anyone else government mandate not point finger not blame anyone not even picture month politician politician medium medium people people hide parent world parent say not accountable enough friend abandon abandoned finally say done killed mask real self emerged cocoon soft afraid alone abused parent moreso tell mantra get job not parent not know find friend see surely survive not later oh boy hard story not saddest least privileged interesting enlightening not fairy tale not cautionary tale brief call brisk december air come breath fakery go back really wish happy december wherever believe worth guess text mom back god tired mask | suicide |
need vent hope guy not mind know lot time would think suicide first fantasy something would think wonder would people react would care gotten bit serious still scared scared would hurt scared hell hell scared letting god not think ever though often hope considered taking drug acid specifically make le scary worked not friend stopping train track nearby going stand not let hate know people hate trouble drink alcohol really bother not stop feeling sorry tell truth would better dead blame everything tell much downer hate alone not keep fucking mouth shut take not work hard guess could say extremely lazy never really work hard school college thing getting harder failing honestly not feel like life worth effort trying everyone think not hate look kind half disgusted pity eye hate hate problem people kept thinking suicide long decided tell friend made feel better wanted die le every time feeling would vent loved moment looking back sure made look like attentionwhore made feel worse vented people not believe think joke make joke wanting die fuck say think never sometimes make feel disgusted feel like waste life feel like going drag life year year die slow death cancer something frustrates frustrates not want die look back life see pathetic look getting fat failing school not understand not hate bit even make sense want want die want point cry uncontrollably want hurt bad finally throw front fucking train never fit anyway socially awkward douchebag deserve death asshole weigh everyone not help god hate hate making useless hate making not care making ugly making kind lazy shit plague everyone including probably sort mental illness probably reason fucking cripple not know day get bad cry sleep night feel good not make sense know like different kind pain something solution want die feel relieved know answer problem go away stuck disgusting everyone know hate dated girl found kind weird pity fetish not even know thing friend actually told went way date guy thought loser something like even girl told loved really inside disgusted know not seem right order nothing sentence needed throw bet posting fuck somehow since got lot identifying info something like tell typo left word sentence almost | suicide |
song stuck head | non-suicide |
thank long time felt not belong died terrible accident long ago life walked away without scratch another result killing someone poor decision feel like waiting die long time given help sought help not anything taken hold make feel different used want change think underneath bullshit truly feel like not belong always job help distract feeling girlfriend focus hobby etc anything keep mind feeling sometimes lasted year sometimes always managed something come not allow much time dwell feeling march year job fell apart come july gf left birthday crashing bff couch looking thing objectively not justify continued existence decided not least job st december really time end thing good finally peace rest reddit quite time people good natured want thank guy post making laugh cry get angry thought comfortably numb thank | suicide |
hey real question already decided kill th november wanted stream really want someone record want bestgore liveleak even facebook advice get person record someone would want listening people answer question | suicide |
someone please talk not take anymore blood everywhere not feel good | suicide |
not feel anything emotionlessthese past two week emotion gone dull every day spent without meaning really hate live go school people suck retarded | suicide |
never going happy even content life point livingi always depressed whenever see new therapist whatever ask started last time felt okay not answer without cry always felt way lot time feel like not believe think hyperbolic kid went doctor specialist etc kept getting tested mono energy sad time not classwork always begged mom stay home school felt sick teacher would say bright personable not apply not count many time heard throughout year not ideal childhood not awful one either not abused know parent love even though not always best showing grade school wrote little cutesy diary sparkly gel pen wanted die want die want die want die would pray god would die would curl ball corner room cry hour flash forward two decade treatment seeing therapist year tried holistic ton med ect experimental med tried carefully weaning med see making thing worse led worst depressive episode life still throe even not depressive episode not want alive like baseline suicidal started self medicating weed alcohol year would literally stoned day smoke minute woke right bed worked not stoned nothing interesting being joy quit drinking three week ago tomorrow not smoked three day not find proud miss even though not really enjoy stoned anymore not know everything tedious painful not want around see much worse get want ride wanted ride long time not ask not ask born mad parent deciding make child despite long history severe mental illness side not prepared child broken brain getgo wish would adopted wish someone else soul body life could actually something worthwhile privilege growing barely graduated high school kicked three college held job waitress work three day week work start breakdown work scared going get fired one want served woman obviously cry lol broke living dad narcissistic alcoholic attempt help make thing worse not listen say not get away not make enough money live never thought would make without killing two half year away still not see making limit long tired fighting tried hard long thing gotten worse point continuing exist not see future not involve killing dad longer support point dragging long going miserable entire time waste drain society love | suicide |
angry frustrated hopelessi diagnosed depression year turning end year want end angry time get frustrated really easily feel hopeless changed school middle school year school friend previous one still feel lonely feel kind dumb somebody bestfriend ignore school never reply text tell hey not ok need friend need someone talk suddenly care care would noticed started harming feeling bestfriend friendgroup reason not killed yet still want believe care not always seem like everytime see act like care would keep contact ask want talk something course also need keep contact know hate texting people first hate talking problem actually really fucking shy fact get angry everytime not know respond question break started self harming guess continued cutting year quit year break cutting end summer breakdown time best worst summer life started cut courage cut deeper disgusting sound scar not know ever heal place people see parent dumb not noticed anything told cutting bestfriend called fucking idiot sent text hate going hospital not want doctor see scar ask answered fucking idiot cut leg hurt wanted delete text make forget everything one funny thing could not crushing really hard talked promised help fucking lie ok one bad day one bad day not go school not energy anything asked could school work home answered guess said not going even try not giving not help not want helped literally broke heart sent text apologized next day realized said mean said since easy let go people one person le live fucking cried cried thought lost actually make fine happened said sorry want help let help get little happier not cure depression problem brain not fix parent not actually care mean would noticed changed sensitice angry person not anymore nice social kid used almost every teacher favorite not good school never not notice struggle guess good lying mom used beat younger would grab arm squeeze hard nail causing arm bleed hit kicked dad never anything like usually one kind save situation mom heavy drinker fucking hate lost respect towards parent not care tem like not care one reason want die not loved usually self harm angry angry said something angry failed something something like nobody seems get everyone think self harm sad angry frustrated sometimes sad well not feeling sad depressed yes heard comment not replied person asked would not understood think killing always imagine cutting vein jumping bridge see friend not want make sad keep living like not know fuck probably going end isolated friend something not happen suicide huge change turn life around like said not cure depression true make easier want find something make easier get want give not fixed hell still living know messy hope get point understand situation | suicide |
need advice come building pc want build first pc not know start someone recommended not know good | non-suicide |
hii anyone want chat f trying pas lil time maybe meet new friend honestly not best conversation promise try best really enjoy talking cartoon stuffed animal though | non-suicide |
entering dark periodi struggling suicide long time tried failed kill past couple week feeling reminicint week leading first suicide attempt not hot water heat week not mind cold shower something push lost month side gig ok soldier cut cost elsewhere phone dissconnected midnight tonight ok right one call text anyways actually matter electricity internet might next fine fuck not need internet entertain ton book sun stay till like pm need light going sell car back bank cover financial loss month fucking fine live heart darkness anyways uber need go buble even decent hiking within walking distance moved across country month back one thing first gradual hit tipping point shot madness broke glass like exploded desperately need see without proper insurance like fuckery dog got wicked sick scary sick fixed randomly started pissing blood everywhere day tiny little spurt blood like separate vet visit around per visit oh car got fucking booted within apartment complex state plate assumed not actually live gated community still trying furnish apartment take care basic bill feed dog bank put separate fradulent hold account since moved even though kept updating address even went actual bank person ended not access money separate time one time almost week sent temp card old address updating put another hold account send another card whole happening acruing hundred hundred dollar late payment fee x z bill internet us glass fiber optic cable incredibly fast upload download speed awesome internet well dog one day attacked router away demolished specific cord replacement cord internet dog swallowed glass guess another vet much much lost hope today one least panicked phone dy tonight not necessarily mean anything internet may good month work around apps use need make call holy shit thing coming head fucking feel man wall not closing inverted closed much wall passed created fourth dimmensional hyper cube currently locked looking world hazy mist fucking cage fucking care anymore win surrender | suicide |
not want live anymore tell get better hi year old female since age not happy longer week time get tired smallest thing worry everything depressed know people say teen angst know something never sleep stay hour every night cry lying staring ceiling nothing help not happy like peer try act happy fake even feel happy surface deep hurt incredibly loving friend boyfriend awesome supportive loving not know would without sfriendship sound unhealthy friend since middle school even not dating would still best friend reason still suicide would selfish would hurt starting think always way since many people lifetime depression need know cure way get rid always not want exist not worth effort | suicide |
need venthi not really know start begin ill say need simple suicidal not cut hurt not stood edge building wishing could muster courage leap not put gun head wishing could pull trigger severely depressed year since young not know maybe obese maybe social anxiety maybe sort joke whatever higher power loving family friend care got whatever wanted since young always close mom dad always wanted writer creator tv show cartoon something would able show different kind character good despite skin color sexual identity thought thousand idea story never skilled enough write like professional find even pitch suxh show even animate often feel like wasted potential wanted great could not anything make right friend weight began feel lonely time sure friend spend time not help feel disconnected like bothered waste time not feel like one deserves million others never got chance born recently mom died one closest dad cancer fearful come back refuse stop smoking matter much try beg quit stopped long not deal parent gone brother one seemed everything work right highschool always want attempt get job learn drive stuff lazy ill honest put year highschool learning drive road crippling fear getting wreck hurting someone else getting fined something wrong scary sure getting job would not bad afriad could not asked since overweight would get fired reprimanded afraid mean losing free time ill never able play game stuff love anymore piling driving stress job stress weight dad potentially sick loneliness not know sleep lay bed motivation left want fall asleep dream forever not deserve life using stop existing | suicide |
want fucking diei tired always keep everything together tired never money tired rock relationship hold tell voice not real fight back tear not get scared tired putting issue back burner already dead always feel used tell people everything okay not even believe tired staring mold ceiling tired broken box spring leaned wall mattress floor try make better saying reminds childhood reminds vietnamese friend playroom traditional bedroom pallette floor people spent much time people reason give damn good manicure sleep anymore go fucked anything hole anyone failed everything would would leave everyone would know would back cycle cut attempt suicide hospital get fucked rinse repeat | suicide |
ok not needed shit week sign need shit not really tried yet either might want tomorrow late stomach not hurt anything weird | non-suicide |
medication therapy tm ketamine end nearmy conscious clear treatment failed not know still alive honest soaking everything recently reflecting life stuck rock hard place prospect living like not option act suicide exhausting mentally physically involves short intense period pain not mean act planning writing goodbye etc not end going final thing edge balcony alone decided wanted try get treated ketamine know end near weird reason not explain tell lot calmer first time suicide real option first time incredibly emotional scared planning awful cancelled two plan finally went third stated death face afraid wanted try ketamine treatment course conscious clear feel calmer know know closer get le calm anxiety fear insanely insanely intense suffered emotion tortuous horrifying go planning suicide personally know feel week month not sure one thing know not allow accept way living damaging brain mind feel like brain damaged memory concentration bad cognitive ability gradually declined worse illness got feel like slowly dying tortured not know waiting not right state suicide right even though ill right state unexplainable severe severe pain not ready suicide pain lessen might mindset want end life not know right state come aware come hope sooner later honest mind brain body chemistry personality not compatible world maybe different century thing would different | suicide |
one day guy know dead inside remember feel like not keep going remember bob builder always could come guy honor warmth bed | non-suicide |
od blood thinnershi pittsburgh pa took mg lovenox sitting station square going head river slit wrist luck would lost pocket knife sometime today thinking go hospital embarrassed call ambulance not walk local willing help lonely depressed guy not want pain hemorrhage thanks reading | suicide |
hii f bored let u talk preferably comment pls not like creep boring pls n ty anyway | non-suicide |
someone help german homework computer not working lesson anyone time not understand anything | non-suicide |
love egirl mom took away p said many time live keep collecting every little slight insurrection constant pain every dimension | non-suicide |
real suppleroot hour day far | non-suicide |
see another walking dead man see eye med blinded caged say best ok something guy met man wife kid parent house massive tbi due beam strike personality shifted badly became either violent suddenly withdrawn shit ton med every day function zombie work call center slow people not know story made fun slow creeped med state worst part know sometimes remembers remembers loving kid wife loved christmas alone trying scrape damn near minimum wage not even drive randomly cried emotion got much handle life stop thinking bean counting horse as start empathy man not end suffering people point view working man utility tax purpose man wish not father husband anymore know feel like | suicide |
good music listen school not like rap hiphop music good sfw music without cursing | non-suicide |
uk weird like cooky biscuit crips chip chip fry put not need elementary school people told nobody put color | non-suicide |
remember keep swimming | non-suicide |
avoiding overcoming old relationship hi love girl since due reason staying another relation year studying guy year younger age different campus etc not able concrete anything however met connected really nice last week found broke couple decided quit told trying talk like back july answer one message day not trying start dating spent month lot time online well like simple message long story short single year dating guy never became formal couple leaving year job recent couple working summer teasing liked met kind acted stupid well never said anything year however like right relation month well relation never turned give month break even interested not know | non-suicide |
dead inside hope futurei feel like kind pointless post not quite sure hate wasting people time never respond positively keep wanting someone say anything make thing easier tired exhausted bone got overwhelming depression social anxiety nothing day work school know make even worse not see point anything feel like something fundamentally wrong deep inside feel like monster feel like running time rotting inside year part want hurt people see not think worthless lazy though really might constant hopeless voice back head telling end time not see kind future one friend barely holding feel like not belong family know burden thought romantic relationship either emotionally physically make feel ill angry way not explain not know take black empty hell turn something worth living tired | suicide |
done hey depressed life suicidal longer remember counselling past year feel finally reached end tether going kill next weekend know family destroyed know dick move not live like anymore desire participate life not even know writing would like tell full story want die desire even explain point done thanks goodbye | suicide |
backed corner incoherent post panicked completely shutting grand debt fucking grand debt college degree not even prepared granted job opportunity started school much later life long depression depression lead major clung onto get degree family member telling graduate get job matter get bachelor bachelor degree mean world nope need experience everything not ridiculous piece paper graduated job prospect eventually get internship ended worst move life mentor quit one week program company not replace dropped work expected live standard year graduate matter often reminded trying mad could not learn new set programming skill week time lasted nine month finally left contact expired not going hire full time bos even said felt bad initially setting failure not getting someone new not get job anywhere move prosperous state place degree mean toilet paper applied job last three month get two interview landed nothing small part time retail job barely affords anything debt school raised k entire family think lazy blame lack job nothing not force employer hire not go say hey know last guy saw cool starving unable survive almost everything want position everything else learn take chance not save save family well want change career path money work first degree expensive not go back loan feel like life time depression confidence lead crippling nothingness guy scared death want kill suicidal see nowhere else go trite hell feel like inevitable never see success family member one turn even friend not close six year exaggeration true utter failure depression always win always always win not know anymore want brave live going life bitter ghost not move sick burden sick family kindly telling thing hurt yet mention suicide relief screech make feel worse damned damned not | suicide |
wish could say today dayim going stuck year not | suicide |
making another reddit chat group first one practically died need new teen adult let u make not die time peep | non-suicide |
join discord server virgin life dm link filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | non-suicide |
pleaseplease leave fuck alone fucking cheated stop hurting even please stop stop | suicide |
karma | non-suicide |
thinking sat puddle piss long enough would leg disintegrate | non-suicide |
nd grade made economic system pringles made dictatorship based pringles best friend would buy pringles kid not wed trade thing later became super valuble id give people pringles swing etc became super cocky bit month teacher caught finally stopped economic system formed thousand year ago would became king would lead modern history | non-suicide |
anyone direct appropriate hotline situationso suicidal thought long time wake every morning fantasize killing plan take sleeping pill vodka fall high rise go swim tried find appropriate hotline problem live vietnam not find good hotlines country not afford call another one anyone way contact suicide hotline whatsapp another strategy getting help not family not romantic relationship not really able leave country point | suicide |
give good reason not kill il return next yearim fucking done | suicide |
sad comfortableive suffered depression anxiety lot year period life felt better always come back week ago experiencing one best period life something bad happened got one worst period depression remember trying overcome happened realised sad comfortable reach rock bottom nothing affect anymore tried get bottom stayed since convinced worst situation accepted eventually happen break piece accepted terribly sad feel like want stay way not get hurt happens not want heal healing mean happy happy mean big possibility get hurt really not want feel pain anymore would rather sad | suicide |
need kind eari texted called several hotlines feel like none actually listening wrong not feel joy right not make anything feel okay | suicide |
life shit tired living like time either depressed point suicide extremely bored point stupid shit make thing even worse really not enjoy anything life time kind exist not severe pain depression every month become happy satisfied actually motivation thing last day two back boredom depression thing keeping back not good suicide method not wanting leave mom cat even becoming le le important honestly not know survive january finally appointment psychiatrist | suicide |
sub cool glad exists hi folk despite fact seen sw stuff lot place postsecret commercial billboard etc even chan glad exists not know population pressure stress modern life real problem glad people big enough heart help dark topic people would rather pretend not exist late lot people go suicidal period really difficult teenage year eventually get better sometimes cry help cut take pill otherwise fail something never succeed admit envy people painful drama queen undercurrent decries pain attention seeking would say people thank god alternative worse alternative one quiet one not even sure posting hell would even use main name not know previous experience honest good way scare people make avoid not trust leave not even sad really tired really insanely tired time idea tired not anything feel tired jobless work ethic sucked even thing ever desired enough overcome life exhaustion game two year girl loved seven year younger still college great time one day blue said not love neither u cheated not abusive horror story hear anything else give reason fell love not back game not cut anymore energy dropped low enough stop even video game board game amp session tired let warn guy quiet one notice friend sell everything owns drop lease announces overseas trip soul search well probably telling truth maybe not know saying agree good reason hurting lot people tried cut many tie possible like family friend like family impossible horrifying death not romantic either guarantee afterlife whatever wish could say not looking forward not positive way not solution sane genuine good person not help try many get many people go help others amazing thing life sorry tired think life like muscle get exercised strain break strive greatness grow back stronger better able endure life throw way never lived much life guess breaking point lower average tired long time not wait see get better anymore ten year exhausted nothing particular subreddit got biggest heart everyone potential act beauty guy harshest condition soul staring mirror mortality thanks put inadequately wonderful terrifying thing humanity simply go without going rest soon keep amazing | suicide |
know probably not mean whole lot evening bowled followed bowling meet best game got practice awesome might enough get higher level jv maybe even varsity | non-suicide |
lpt youngster want make earth better place earn cash check r cashtrash wholesome subreddit help get money picking trash area fairly new think could great thing making planet better place everyone | non-suicide |
buy junior online clothing could buy jean jean top street wear trendy aesthetic clothing rather always buying hoodies track suit like jd snd foot asylum | non-suicide |
really think love hot like seen | non-suicide |
watching megan missing people said traumatizing let know finish worth watch scale gruesome actually seen tiktok reacts would like see lot people like exaggerate finished movie building towards minute shock gore last minute watching guy playing digging dirt simulator minute mark hour minute realistic talk experience movie acting cheesy corny subject topic true dark movie not real based true event type case watch movie keep mind every scene fake hour mark pretty much watching porn video likely feel like not watching porn video click triggering subject lot female face today society dealing rp forced sex molestation centralized age internet web chat video call people call others chat stranger later meeting getting setup kidnapping men woman careful meeting others not know trust deal people easily controlled not pride saying realizing world filled sick people even neighbor live near area gruesome def not girl cup ice pick video mutulation rp not see guy anything female see female move form sexual act closest get shock see body kidnapped people abuse bdsm image minute full like said real world subject triggering people experienced thing like molestation hooking older guy made fun not cool desperation deemed value worth watch message try show definitely worth watch acting video not best teaching message interesting see topic touch get bdsm kidnapping part experienced thing like sexual assault molestation stranger family lost v card young age without realizing happening forced mental physical abuse take warning watching fear getting traumatized even triggered done thing past regret tying subject movie stay strong keep going please seek help need like said beforehand careful talking stranger people not know online friend family neighbor know surroundings warning sign shit hit fan take care guy | non-suicide |
kid try join friend group fails kid not take hint kid one like weird kid want die always weird kid kind try join friend group hint not like motivated join anyways super weird everyone think annoying go much deeper yes part life family lucky wish different people want die put world purpose called name bullied friend annoying person planet earth please help | suicide |
one care wrote poem dear kid oc poem booksintrovert amp xb dear kid yellow backpack still remember day meet may not cut slack cold gray new gay amp xb dear kid pink hair remember day sat next dismay saw knew would okay amp xb dear kid pretty dress know bad wanted friend made countless drawing shitty different thing amp xb dear kid amazing frog drawing know never got name would first friend guess blame amp xb dear kid study hall know not come monday personal life grown much want take away amp xb dear kid want friend one day | non-suicide |
jealous everyoneliterally everyone know better successful never motivated anything not coming realisation long time ago idiot not even function like normal suck wanted die long tired broke useless not capacity | suicide |
girlfriend came back psychiatrist torturous day finally came back today really rough day someone told race ethnicity not exist another told mysogynist man really stressed ruined day saw princess back jumped happiness day got made happiness meter multiplied million really tough two week hard goddamn worth felt warm wholesome called princess | non-suicide |
want tell lucky every time say bad word school random teacher literally pop nowhere hears everything said not even joke dead serious fucking suck | non-suicide |
genuinely debating creating anon gmail sending school kid school recently couple month ago found profile tik tok say least bad racist homophobic plain gross th grade going matter send screenshots recording principal worth debating data collected yikes | non-suicide |
today not good day brother epileptic seizure daft punk broke | non-suicide |
close committing suicide tired ignored constantly one understanding problem answer help anyone give doomed wanted someone love not going happen try best confident nice people usually ignore not reply not want live life without experiencing feel love maybe overdose pretend dream | suicide |
many dream aspiration idea actual power motivation accomplish day day | non-suicide |
check short horror film made took make hope like | non-suicide |
feel endsuicidal feeling since childhood checked true friend checked mental disorder checked burn checked not able help parent need checked dumped wife year checked enough enough bad around know alone rest life not child fault not strong enough swear tried | suicide |
anyone remember story elementary school getting lost hiking morbid ending four family member mother father son maybe daughter beginning family packing hiking child asks bring coat father say anyway remember child get lost dy freezing raining | non-suicide |
not love tallest extended family giant | non-suicide |
look alexandria deberry instagram tell aged well ant farm day | non-suicide |