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first time suicidal thought day not fleeting normally suicidal thought night deal relatively well usually going sleep today walking class financial aid building school sudden thinking could overdose something going work dumbstruck thought even wanted flip coin whether not would really wanted busy well not coin able suppress thought minute went away fact thought middle day without anything really bad happening freaky usually past suicidal thought attempt worst nothing really bad happening small thing would happen nothing extreme not bullied loving home really good friend talk maybe twice week hobby love enjoy still sometimes get thought head die not voice thought creep head honestly one biggest reason not made attempt recently still live mom beginning year wrote suicide note made attempt not work forgot throw away mom found read mortified caused much pain torment not want living basically put thought head usually knowing would probably try move psychologist counselor see not want tell probably addict brain talking never like cross option not tell also tell may leave school third time parent might find brother would not want happen really feel life would better dead maybe not others would hate life hate work hate never satisfied study academic interest feel thing enjoy life reading writing cat nothing comparison struggle put almost everyday unmerited suicidal thought | suicide |
feel like tapping guy seen wwe tag team match one person tap person come feel like tapping not major problem know people bigger problem feel sense apathy towards past week contemplating suicide sure not want llive anymore best forum talk freely also keep going | suicide |
hate waking upi difficult life journey wake want close eye many thing daily life harm u nobody pay attention not want continue explaining detail done acid plenty time lost count shrooms handful time high dos highest g perspective help wake bit waking quickly point overwhelmed thing not everyone else probably not life game want quit change game | suicide |
reason not heya guy got enough wellbutrin make sure not wake tomorrow dying reason not really close downing bottle wine least everything would numbed not really see point going anymore going end trying something family friend even outside world never see point | suicide |
friend complaining not perfect one class anymore sitting reading text trying keep grade c lol | non-suicide |
scaredwhy not get right scared really scared going harm way not come back school fine decent grade family love want end bad fucking bad scared going something not able regret | suicide |
killed would shocker done everything not even word hate life everyone think happy talked therapist not open tell real issue even thought normal ton thing wrong not even therapist could pick need good therapist try talk one time not know anymore | suicide |
bestfriend depressed girl broke anyway exactly title trying cheer process trying make feel better taken advantage kindness insult first day like okay he hurt frustrated second day like wtf today dude blocked reason wanted hang skating rink watch anime gas like going unblock tommorow dude clearly trying screw pulling whole squidward homeless spongebob took care obviously mad town week wondering got couple plan like flirt ex girlfriend ignore day would teen | non-suicide |
overheard funny conversation restaurant couple russian adult talking woman telling story son saying ask not hhave girlfriend say supposed remote learning like good point thinking lmao dude one u | non-suicide |
think might broken saw man blow brain tik tok weirdly not fazed | non-suicide |
deep dark holehey everyone first post subreddit f darkest place since last attempted take life sober feeling emotion first time year say overwhelming understatement september th drugged raped someone still not know got pregnant assault suicidal month abortion told mom wanted die told not suicidal think went terrible breakup fianc due part rumor around assault coming three year surviving first attempt life not feel like fighting live anymore used weed crutch numb emotion help deal trauma not anymore deep dark place right not know going come time pain intense desire anything life want pain end | suicide |
previously reliable method coping suddenly failed panicking going preface saying not immediate risk ending life accurately risk risk harming not stop thinking ending know sort common need guidance word support feel like hurtling towards danger frightening speed hope ok post despite not immediate intention harm kill somewhere around month ago broke girlfriend half year miserable relationship miserable result not know properly explain unhappy figured given still young ish year old lack passion relationship seemed high hurdle jump ended not amicable respectful felt amazing enormous weight lifted shoulder free thing could not small unimportant thing eg playing video game odd hour got productive lost enormous amount weight diet exercise got amazingly good grade exam got really social turned ugly couple week nasty text nasty public twitter message act despair rather malice hurtful nonetheless cut contact respectfully possible ugliness like parade worst part relationship greatly exaggerated trauma break basically kept remembering good thing relationship lot month girl asked went first month thing great nothing changed fact even affectionate start issue first deep pit depression regret not know bit life sister killed last year best friend year prior aunt grandmother also parent abusive physically amp emotionally though know not exactly rarity day though traumatic granted really valuable insight year faced emotional crisis drama taken much comfort able objectify situation deal way seemed rational best coping tool basically know not situation objectified not cold emotionless machine usually let objectivity drive way resolution though emotion effective found last week ex started seeing someone gotten super serious gave family heirloom hearing finally happy truly glad deserves happiness lot love give reason news destroyed objectively say time breaking sensible choice reason many thing tool coping emotional crisis not working not stop feeling enormous regret breaking longing time machine reverse damage completely destructive thought since time machine course not exist meanwhile feeling way supremely shitty thing current girlfriend aware entered relationship innocently truly thought ex really soul searched reiterate objective summary situation back action unhappy ended found happiness really good thing not dig deep emotional pit nothing seems help not stop thinking hurting incredibly desperate feel something aware repuccusions harm suicide family already gone much much beginning lose ability care know time thing probably better not find comfort not find comfort anything hate seemingly destroying happiness life want better term actively emotionally cheating current girlfriend deserves better someone heart two place reiterate succinctly one tool dealing crisis suddenly stopped working sent hurtling dark place impossible rate fine week ago help x post relationship_advice | suicide |
ok come term think might maybe tiny crush friend hate happening especially since nobody know not want crush best interested someone else longest time not even type kind not type either lol not know suddenly feel way toward not know not know talk good friend also close friend like tired keeping secret maybe friend knock sense not know advice please def not bring friend like not yet least beginning stage crush maybe feeling change time not want anything change dynamic friendship | non-suicide |
going shoot school soonfew people would care anywhere else not want hear people care not tell not want hear talk not want hear get better please not people lot nice thing make feel happy people also lot fucked shit id rather not deal ik people would hear care hurt people not going anyways said would id reported dumb fantasy not plan | suicide |
would way feeling not get | suicide |
posted need help troublesome | suicide |
short survey social medium hi student university illinois recruiting teen year old not completed high school yet participate survey social medium use survey take roughly minute completed online hoping get response currently thank time link survey thank much | non-suicide |
giving chose birthday kill lost every motivation reason try happy friend leave whenever seeked help one left not know even posting guess wanted someone give hope forsaken world live realised world work people goal towards working gave not know took long year suffering decided not backing time whoever read thanks reading not seeking help anymore | suicide |
tonight nightthank everyone tried help late hurt never forgive stronger keep fighting good fight sad boi | suicide |
not take anymorei hate job close relationship success total failure not stand anymore nothing tried last year done good not want another like | suicide |
already failure want dielet precede saying not going kill want dead badly better yet not existed first place like jet engine crashed ceiling crushed la donnie darko would chill not want kill feel destiny die young moral duty take away strain birthing fuck family pose immediate danger others plagued constant feeling unworthy undeserving life vein year old female completely hate suicidal depressed life remember young year old really young know wrapping sheet tighter tighter around neck wanted stop breathing praying god take heaven account life paper not bad family middle class never wanted food shelter went public high school almost graduated class participated track cross country took upper level advanced placement class well artist consider somewhat good looking boyfriend whole time fucking hated reason worked hard would feel guilty whenever would let someone especially family matter hard worked approval recognition always someone better graduated high school got substantial scholarship one prestigious university state hour away failed class not talk anyone started self harming cried bed day gained weight despite barely eating anxiety depression time high called mom cry told wanted go home hated somewhat sympathetic dad would rant rave phone hour mistake making left came home applied community college next semester got job thought would get better keep getting worse little year since graduated high school hated high school much thought would get least little better keep getting worse go deeper deeper depression not care eat look everything mess stopped going summer class not care still leave morning week backpack parent think going want someone proud badly family think fuckup wanted better age not high expectation ruined one long term goal majority life join military put getting help mental health whole life knew would medically disqualified enlisting history mental illness recently discovered would already disqualified documented medical history chronic migraine medication prescribed read never completely heartbroken life never hated badly not even trusted coach high school told consider losing weight reduce size breast body would suitable running one goal ever fucking one thing looked forward achieving stripped yes certain condition waiver could granted circumstance people looking enlist granted migraine waiver rare hate born body always felt like supposed born male experienced gender dysphoria knew could never pas man transitioning would make thing harder always hated wearing glass always hated short curvy side reminded female not long lean athletic body type always dreamed hate brain fucked not solve mental illness ad likely result biochemical imbalance hate get migraine hate born weak broken body never asked hate goal taken something not choose goal motivation think die stop disappointment finally release body stop suffering trapped trapped not fair people want live purpose dream killed illness accident wish could absorb someone terminal disease die not fair want die relatively healthy wish could die car accident sudden deadly disease one would feel guilty killing ever wanted help people protect people feel best way help people protect people remove equation longer burden want go sleep never wake | suicide |
exam tomorrow not study sleep youtube keeping hope get | non-suicide |
reason not date redacted gt redacted gt redacted gt redacted gt redacted redacted reason not gt use linux gt introverted gt sarcastic gt emotionally unstable | non-suicide |
friend sent boarding school friend like keep like one sent state christian boarding school not anything bad wrong way send letter technology going annoying one rant besides reddit sad eat vegan food not listen music book gum anything fun feel sorry not say leaving tomorrow sorry mistake grammatical error not feel like going back checking | non-suicide |
sadi really really want kill not put mother situation not want live anymore guy cry type major row girlfriend not feeling way long god long bipolar lithium methylfolate wish went sleep never woke | suicide |
really want commit suicide stepdad pulled last string unwound called mother multiple name today called sorry as lazy fat bitch putting two dirty dish oven continued call sorry bitch mom got home agreed slapped missed stepdad yelled calling bitch told not really care unless tasted blood mouth day called stupid bitch bird cage close ladder bunk bed able climb without potentially hurting baby bird love bird much told would sold away not well school would cut went school counsellor called mom mom said stop thing attention friend yeah lot keep screaming stepdad slapping choked gently called name mom almost saw probably would slapped saw hate life probably sound like spoiled brat anybody advice would love would really help might end hospital sooner later not stop | suicide |
want kill sick constant cycle wanting die recovering finally feeling happy life going shit make want die sick going work wanting cry every time wanting cry matter not good enough people wanting cry coworkers gang call name make fun way look oh joking okay sick family making joke sick everyone making fun fucking everything sensitive emotional much attitude tall hair long shoe dirty stupid comment yeah maybe emotional sensitive ton family die short amount time not talk one parent parent make fun time sister talk benefit brother not talk friend use therapist not talk problem anniversary sexually assaulted day one hug tell love use drug try numb pain not help friend ask drive around town never give gas money let alone realize running car broke blah blah blah etc etc etc want everyone leave alone not make fun people look way act etc see people accept not put earth fit standard not like somebody not talk not make cry feel bad mean nobody like clearly something wrong delete pathetic existence earth save everyone trouble best not good enough not smart enough not pretty enough etc not mean anything nothing still nothing nowehere sound lot better work today cleaning thinking maybe kill tonight maybe nothing ever nothing like keeping pen around ran ink keep know not work useless like cheap pen ran ink | suicide |
longterm plan suicide anyone guess reason not seriously contemplating suicide family parent younger brother need support financially come decision outgrew purpose gladly embrace void seriously fuck came horror story call existence | suicide |
tonight might nightlong story really short entire life shit friend said never talking changer not everything tried commit literally saved life called cop got hospital etc yeah couple time take granted lot got fight tonight asked chill said going ditch cuz lately yesterday day lately flipped one nothing going yeah depressed year honestly enough sound like stupid reason going not say last straw | suicide |
istg lcztie seriously need stop four long as month stalking long creep not believe ever considered dating ok break please fuck really want right | non-suicide |
get ex best friend want nothing get back together keep reminding much stress relationship caused | non-suicide |
cat person damn guess elon musk succeeded | non-suicide |
total loser think suicide dailyi think join marine not care die not die not loser vet ill feel like worthy loved good idea | suicide |
lady cute lady awkwardly tiny wave shuffled taco bell drive behind register lady love marry pls | non-suicide |
vote child karma special wash hand hard rug castrate stray dog take shit burn leaf reveal comment | non-suicide |
not tried kill yet know failive feeling suicidal month blade wrist many time not know fail not think able press hard enough not heart mother find bloody expose like feel invalid many way want help know not ask want die scared fucking loser | suicide |
wahoo big fuckup looking advice mental health genuinely need advice deal issue feeling anxious sad mad want puke entire world turning day one need fix else driven life without future | non-suicide |
obsessed idea killing myselfyay psychopath not wait act | suicide |
turn couple hour best go day came gift wanting long time not know succeed going try edit going wait see birthday go check back hour edit birthday going alright far looking like not trying kill thing change really quickly though update tomorrow also going see therapist tomorrow update appointment edit saw therapist today not talk much suicidal thought although mentioned really helped talk thing life thanks support everyone not guarantee not ever feel suicidal guy really helped lot | suicide |
bother honestly tired everything guy find energy wake every morning amp tackle day honest drunk want kill right tried reach friend family online right far given empty platitude like know going get sleep talk tomorrow seriously want go sleep never wake next best thing right slit throat watch city light go not know else antidepressant give motivation kill reason not done yet not want mum sad | suicide |
allowed legally leave high school halfway general diploma written mainly north american perspective would around year old point area used thinking sound like good idea kid last year high school not worth kid smart high school time keep acing test great idea high school climate not allowing pursue full potential think would beneficial student sure commitment interest allowed pursue instead waiting uncompetitive environment whole year moving also kid not align current method schooling not everyone way structure society understand allow people choose path know many many kid area began work full time apprentice trade much better hand environment like making good coin either dropped put minimum effort school not going matter building valuable seniority life experience allowing would also increase availability resource kid want entire year high school many school system underfunded overpopulated not think forcing population remain even kid clearly ready move necessary obviously kid not value education poor work ethic hey maybe real life shock better wake call instead million stay school poster put every year | non-suicide |
rise shine mister freeman not wish imply beensleeping job one deserving rest effortin world would gone waste well let u say hour come right man wrong place makeall difference inthe world wake mister freeman wake smell ash | non-suicide |
please helpnew going everything exhausted everything need live happily lost health mental physical | suicide |
trapped vicious never ending cycle past year year dealt year one earliest memory writing letter apologizing wanting disappear not knowing nd grade year voice constantly telling not matter dumb ugly mean awkward not hold value would better world without sometimes get better ray light warm hand peal laughter still time seems well slip bit see slight frown hell even get compliment voice become overpowering year conditioning triumph end stuck vicious cycle ups down past year til season believing thing finally looking making active step better future even season getting worse worse worse finally hit rock bottom unravel hollow soulless pit not realize much eating away chunk agonizing chunk entire life tired want go sleep stop hurting people think not understand always protecting keep away think going get better really mean year constant torture wake knowing fact never amount anything really go away like confused not know anymore done mind swinging back forth like pendulum want end want end | suicide |
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not want live not want diedoes anyone else feel way low point life many thought not alive killing not sure id ever able go though would disappoint family also not see point alive hate living | suicide |
always thought father die kill myselfi not connect people try really try functional person plenty acquaintance else pretty isolated not vocation friend loved one desire goal short term goal buy thing aware father still alive not live | suicide |
suppose play minecraft friend today internet acting bored fuck anybody want give company vc | non-suicide |
tell tell adhd add without telling | non-suicide |
sleep schedule ruined helpp keep going sleep waking anybody tip fix sleep schedule would really appreciate help | non-suicide |
say someone sexuality leg pronoun guy leg seems pretty g | non-suicide |
need adviceabout hour ago decided end life took mg abilify mg lexapro anxiety med called busirone something like min regretted threw could not much amp xb asking go hospital time feel okay part kind | suicide |
inform recent experience sunday october pm went plug usb charger controller looked see correct way insert determined not fail thought today day today get right not bested machine sunday go history day man beat machine mathematical equation tell dear reader final sum discovered correct way plug usb dear reader let tell still messed | non-suicide |
wake standing kitchen mother talking start screaming not know already awake yes really happened today tortured sleep awake not take anymore | suicide |
time commit not alive motivation one irl talk crave human touch last person talked lead long really fucked emotion not really irl friend look confirmation love social medium stupid used love streaming editing really feel like not get good content let alone enjoy constantly tired parent literal embodiment r insaneparents not get go town often track control want free top want help people post telling people vent comforting others yet not help sad boi hour | non-suicide |
please someone help meim nuisance around not getting help tried really tried nothing working best friend stopped responding therapist canceled appointment dad break bring suicide prevention left hold minute never answered first post even went ignored not sign not know | suicide |
hope lefti not even sure say not stop cutting not stop drug not asked boyfriend supportive not said today first day without drug please help need help keeping busy not get stuck thought please try stay positive take therapy late worried look therapy feel really bad discussing problem vulnerable feel urge want cut want smoke bong knife home ask pet cat animal shelter nearby get pain usually last half hour catch fast could pet cat go home maybe not cut refused take not like looked wanted look good merely looked normal home hour getting high room cut ever feel like battling mental problem long not strength try anymore low high throughout life not coming back low deeper energy live gone feel empty inside already feel dead not even noticeable difference point | suicide |
brain brain bite lip | non-suicide |
okay die know people hurt not fight anymore drunk right hopefully hang within next couple day accomplished nothing making people happy alright die end place le getting panicky thinking escape broken mind want life back sorry mom | suicide |
joke saying going detonate nuclear bomb instagram group chat nobody send unsend message everybody group chat freaking facetime call right feel like government coming house please help | non-suicide |
please help save game love nintendo recently issued c amp popular super smash bros tournament series called big house c amp mainly targeted super smash bros melee modded version called slippi made small group passionate player allow smooth online play home become important especially pandemic year old game defined many life hopefully apart apart mine care want prevent big company taking content made passionate fan please sign petition melee community also overcome battle nintendo nintendo removed melee evo retract statement fan upset | non-suicide |
lil cousin stupid told cousin red bull bull pee freaked | non-suicide |
need someone talk right nowsurvivor sexual assault struggling eating disorder currently home alone next couple day roommate traveling holiday binge eating getting high try okay feel like ghost | suicide |
feel like point life everyone purpose truth not technically mean neither exists struggled feeling worthless life pointless first started feeling way around also depressive episode dad said thought demonic presence not know wish sometimes not raised christian every time feel like dying blame sin still want know depressed long good school not always try feel happy even feel emotion constantly trying find way change happy even moment genuinely not tell problem something wrong life constantly feel detached horrible feel like dying would put end someone please let know definite reason life like solid reason not vary people would like know reason live tried hobby want develop relationship even live long life go another seventy year die none matter anyways | suicide |
comfused right still weeb love japanese history culture hate anime people weebs not know | non-suicide |
time fly wrote short poem january nine month later feel better felt writing poem know know stink whatever ever think right mind heart soul sinking state mind think end life mine nothing going stop cuz jumping window hold going get better even though feel like last forever | non-suicide |
not think want get betteri conversation friend yesterday depression asked knew life could possible drawback bad side effect would want life made realize not know want not even know want escape current state life fun | suicide |
disappoint partnermy partner first person openly told not die miss not hurt worried lockdown destroyed mental health forced live parent unsupportive livestyle continue push university work incredibly stressful since parent not believe tell study mock trying work currently looking clinic offer assisted suicide convinced going easier facing challenge life right want talk partner not since problem deal not know find strength go anymore sorry post unreadable anything not mental capacity find right word right | suicide |
mom gave birth sickly baby sick son bitch | non-suicide |
going make lemon bar today happy | non-suicide |
please help not know keep forgetting breath remind try not make word time tell mum | non-suicide |
hey baes want much pls cool mom say | non-suicide |
sorry cut short | non-suicide |
talk pharmacist bit buy medication like sleeping pillsand want get two packet freak even buying razor scared | suicide |
trying find placeim posting find thinking suicide time not really shit become increasingly dissatisfied life ill warn long probably boring thing never told anyone lot information useless need get somehow male come middle class american family fucked one one american beauty family everything seems fine really giant clusterfuck not even know enslaved christianity birth narcissistic pastor dad treated family like shit course respected church came age started understand became extremely introverted generally cruel family could not speak normally felt hide emotion might feel speak plainly clearly possible not anything ordinary avoid much possible worsened day not explain act like parent happily divorced not speak dad live mom put horrible attitude wierd situation explaining not justice basically like whole family think joke seem lack social skill want musician love never girlfriend not even say want one although feel would help something love hold onto day happiness come listen music beautiful music reminds life really want live family friend would probably go live mountain rest life would live outside gatlinburg tennessee campground maybe work build small cabin grow food ambitious know fun think idea escaping life intoxicating love sleep dream spend lot time playing skyrim game make feel separate little depression come start thinking place world not challenging enough start think term universe truth nothing would change died grand scheme thing would another person billion lived died buried reclaimed earth eventually forgotten see hundred year bloated dark corpse face eaten maggot wonder point anything true destiny understand stupid way look thing plenty source joy meaning life tapped feel like not access want inspire someone make someone dance feel warm joy make happy want cry feel though not like lack confidence individuality influence someone else band would post link would lose anonymity band called naetiv really want look actually become tedious used love band practice able sit write part fill play drum second guess everything frankly think look like idiot play stupid know take heart see see awkward self conscious spineless kid originality vibe pretty sure one main cause depression sure many relate deep burning sadness come spurt one tear soul physically shake wish easier way kill would probably tie cinder block neck torso jump river behind neighborhood one would see want thing keeping family hope thing get better hold onto long thank reading gotten far much detail know mostly chance finally explain really feel not even care anyone read respond feel not really looking anything specific | suicide |
suffer someone terminally ill pas away devastating seen great tragedy however often hear least not suffering get mental illness treated always managed far not found way treat manage suffer mental prison brain every day agony medication countless therapist session want die not suffer anymore love family darn much know not selfish wanting stay alive since love care gosh sometimes feel way life would gutted moment complete agony rarely feel happiness joy not work engage socially wilting away home waiting succumb death suffer appease others anyone else feel way | suicide |
trying survive finalstoday hard want cry friend hate leave summer stuck let stew summer not deal anymore | suicide |
cry bed christmas night yay normally browse sub time time not believe people spilling story public site like hit dead end everything going hell recent attempt week back overdosed pill anxiety kicked usual bit happiness creeping trying take life make regret feel ashamed think late unborn daughter panic attack go minute soaked tear pillow wake next morning feeling nothing go usual horrid life parent making center shit son mom using verbal punching bag blame pinned told useless lazy living every day wondering try yadda yadda escape video game book love life puppy everything take wrong turn start december parent stain image name entire family entire family look woman life go change barely talk anymore push aside express frustration effect ignoring video game use go sort mind numbing state body thing thing book pup helping lost interest spend day room locked away staring city wondering god real cursing cursing allowing life abusive parent making failing everything tell woman life tired done fighting battle battle going ever since elementary school hated everyone burden bother whatever ignores not even reply read message go day acting like not exist writing confusing messy story not even reveal fraction going laying bed cry contemplating want cut vein overdose overdose coward coward still go probably try tonight anything happens want know father tried much happy annie love hope time life wherever darling sorry sibling | suicide |
sometimes ok sit couch dog watch portuguese cartoon morning even not understand portuguese sometimes ok cable bonus package | non-suicide |
say something rudee specifically | non-suicide |
people think never heard thing existed born fkn annoying like think never heard phone cord feel like happens time teacher actually thought not know phone tick reason not even realy matter seems like talking though much better young know fkn telephone cord sorry wasting yr time kind sound whiney probably | non-suicide |
gay fucking gay like damn bro gay wtf | non-suicide |
mercury poisoningmy dad work lab took bottle mercury not sure kind kill desperate point probably much coward kill way right sitting bedroom listening bird chirping outside think taste ready gag throw second thought maybe much coward even guess edit post thing not go according plan | suicide |
people posting wanting die not wholesomewhy keep get award | suicide |
suicidal thought recall back th grade even remember cutting th grade not think parent ever found living parent since graduated college year ago smoke cannabis every night rarely drink alcohol average drink per week not currently prescribed medication talked counselor prescribed sort thing adderall wellbutrin life grown despise pharmaceutical industry not prescribed anything year never thought helped much diagnosed general anxiety disorder adhd th th grade feel like growing always concerned girl fitting friend actually trying make something really great time college extremely shitty time talking fucked friend hardcore put jail multiple time top pretty heavy depression breakup sort thing useless degree living parent recently quit job month planning wandering world money saved hoping getting world seeing thing might help not know wrong act like complete asshole parent given world coolest sweetest parent anyone could ask feel like burden threatened kicking month ago could not handle attitude also happened night told dad not believe christianity retaliated telling not appreciate given ultimatum either seek counseling leave handwritten note left kitchen counter feel like attitude greatly affected relationship one main thing preventing something drastic thought devastation parent would suffer mother brother killed cousin dad dad alcoholic never around died young feel like friend something life not | suicide |
told friend plan not done nothing not said anything neither one u adult not even state anymore not even know exactly house god not said anything stressed worried telling drug helping told doubt would help told plan taking foreign language class abroad sole purpose suicide not said anything feel bad | suicide |
girl could legit say name fall love really bad | non-suicide |
cripplingly bipolar living liehello r suicidewatch first year community college almost impossible due mental illiness past two week gt tried start cult gt spent dollar junk gt started many online business ex fiverr astrology gt planned comedy youtube channel gt smoked enough weed lose couple brain cell gt accidentally started coup bos gt started different story gt gained manic need learn everything wwii gt studied street drug cartel case want join one gt stayed day time binge watch show yeah know crazy biggest problem pushing college work way shenanigan giant essay due th not get time fail year lied family friend saying everything okay psych system life turned pretend okay get think work done perfect student wrong going fail soon not know cope scared good people pay help get work done forum | suicide |
ranti not live shame put onto world humiliated many thing death seems good solution shameful past thing used think humiliation put little kid not anymore need find preferred method without getting talked suicide make sense could restart life beginning would not deal not bear finish schooling get job kid interact people somebody knew everything would think low scared talk therapist problem carbon monoxide poising seems like ideal option suppose | suicide |
fun fact day fun fact family kentucky inbred turned blue know today like follow knowledge fact | non-suicide |
soneone called sexual degenerate wtf | non-suicide |
one guy keep spamming comment shitty discord link also fuck | non-suicide |
woke | non-suicide |
made song anyone want listen send link | non-suicide |
suicide birthdaymy birthday next month finally feel ready kill not deal pain impossible someone please help easy method kill not hurt | suicide |
looking partner ukone man tent nitrogen gas would rather not go alone | suicide |
saw something forever changed man police officer stopped teen black male not anything wrong cop told tie not tied correctly teen told way date never learned propperly orphan police officer step car young male tie tell look nice look teen face thanks officer gave hope life full good people | non-suicide |
really mess subreddit lot people post goodbye post attempt survive decide not try wonder many post read real people hour earlier posted gone insane | suicide |
loneliness pushing closeri not fucking stand lonely anymore end everyone fucking leaf hope one day feel like fucking feel going not today not tomorrow one day fucking | suicide |
dream mom rickrolled not know wanted tell guy | non-suicide |