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[ "cool bug facts classmate owns clothing line idea lol proof heres link intrested which im sure dont httpswslaunchcartstorehttpswslaunchcartstore" ]

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[ "time goive wanting end life two years thought talking people would help thought thingd would get better dont nobody cares people worst right complain apparently go see therapist destroy family somehow maybe im selfish asshole all life important matter shit decent life people told care care much anything help me care much ignore need most maybe im expecting much maybe reason lied me still understand would that ended courage to them worst even courageim coward wish strength it need get fact alone forever meant be realized years existence maybe knew could done something" ]

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[ "hate small eyed bitch much hope vibrator dies cum wont shut larping bullshit comments" ]

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[ "tonight nightevery day adult life total shit real friends girlfriend family cares fuck keep trying tonight night im gonna end make suffering stop simply reasons left keep trying good bye" ]

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[ "know not know why fucking hate myself fucking loser matter do kurt vonnegut said sometimes lucky tried hang pussied out really cannot wake thing tried make life better never worked out losing hand life guess cannot see way forward hey all" ]

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[ "im near end ropei used straight as student catch school work certain time online life mundane work eat sleep work eat sleep barely work makes life even boring major depression pretty sure ill never amount anything social anxiety friendstheir real friends nothing makes happy never girlfriend know die alone end know give excuse matter billion people there" ]

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[ "dbz fans annoying hell can beat goku one cares ill watching anime maybe looking anime tik toks talking cool powerful one faves are one fuckers come start ranting cant beat goku realise absolutely _no one_ cares nothing better eating gokus ass understand yall like dbz respect that ruin everything cant shit without dbz getting mentionedyeah goku clap cheeks well done heres trophy shut up ps targeted dbz fans chill yall fine" ]

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[ "experience covid far brother got covid like symptoms week ago got tested then came back negative symptoms go test day ago come back positive basically meaning first place fucked idk happened isnt fault everyone whos come contact likely strong chance leads personal experience since im sure too far experiences really lack energy really weird feeling headache us hasnt felt painful guess like annoyance nothing worth complaining about lots congestion aches thats really it way hes felt past week feel mean used bathroom kitchen ya know whatever else house week pretty sure luckily far lesser spectrum" ]

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[ "needwhat need shelter need food money need job need friends family need hobby have rope" ]

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[ "partner may end life tonight goes goi made post earlierhttpwwwredditcomrdepressioncommentsxzei_nearly_destroyed_a_year_relationship_i_feel cheated partner years several times alrightlast night well today wasnt talking tonight started feel better started feel worse found stole valium potassium work contemplating ending life overdosing waking up know without him love him despite badly ive fucked up want stay him thought wanted stay me takes life likely too im numb scared whole ton emotions right now please help" ]

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[ "wtf happened monster school videos used watch around times complete cesspool clickbait seems borderline softcore porn edit im talking minecraft one" ]

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[ "help shave better go grain nothing like literally nothing hair presses flat face go cut areas stubble best end hella lotta ingrown hairs yall shit ps im speaking facial hair" ]

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[ "dont carei could give fuck less anymore dont care health fuck else going life fuck honestly im really quite tired fucking living lonesome im either gonna relapse cutting slit fucking arteries care less change doesnt matter doesnt mean shit new home new friends new whatever doesnt fucking matter still wont fucking make feel like im shit stain dont fucking say stupid im you bullshitive heard fucking much intoxicating making every bit breathing hurt thousand times more im planningi id rather impulsive fucking get out thought fucking person around might wanna know fuck happened maybe theyll find somewhere fucking mess post fuck all" ]

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[ "found himmy ex boyfriend years best friend killed week ago found body woods feel like everything touch dies third fried killed themselves cant even begin figure processthis id used call bad nights hed talk promised hed alive long was feel like fault feel immense amount guilt neglecting final week almost taunting him cant stop crying unless turn back substances know wouldnt want like this cant help five fucking words destroyed me they found him hes gonehttpsimgurcomagzppe" ]

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[ "day asking day day people woke great day" ]

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[ "sure hugh jass hugh janus might cool but seen hugh jtiddies massi vpenis" ]

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[ "interesting titlehiim sorry wasting peoples time would one person able talk me guess realised tonight back shit gone partner listen me even listen sits completely quiet get upset says i dont know say every time know life comparatively bad since im homeless option food usually availableyeahim good person" ]

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[ "maybe lesbians dont existmaybe everyone right ill probably end dudeanyway maybe lesbians dont exist apparently sexuality fluid lesbians fuck men maybe milo right lesbianism bullshit i want to kill my fucking self" ]

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[ "please make stop please make pain stopi cant stop crying want held right now please make thoughts go away please something help" ]

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[ "im tired fi tried killing sunday wanted try carbon monoxide poisoning didnt work tried hanging couple months ago got scared midway stopped im tiredim sad depressed weak hate myself try make others happy im never happy havent felt true happiness long forget feels like good life like this im scared tell boyfriend knows im depressed dont think knows bad is feels wrong tell feel head girlfriends arent supposed that theyre supposed make so happy make feel loved tell theyre depressed want kill themselves no wont make happy theres thid deep heavy sadness heart im scared tell parentsim scared make therapy appointment know dont want hear theyre daughter suicidal piece shit know love me scare sometimes cant always make happy im fucking dumb always okayish grades school work barely anything suck job took thought would make happy interest parent", "im depressed unhappy life love people around me cant hard ive depressed long years ive told one person whole thing person doesnt even live country me feel alone even though know im not keep distancing people me want die ive come terms it really nothing much im weak mentally im weak dont want go painfully thought carbon monoxide gonna work hate myself im sorry long wanted ramble" ]

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[ "im tired watching porn literally want girl tell matter want loved im tired wanting kill too" ]

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[ "weirdita weird feel awesome days later want jump front trainits weird telling parents want kill careits weird family bipolarity touch psychologist life weird living third country care mental healtits weird living" ]

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[ "nothing helps staying alive inviting abusei love brothers love friends dont want hurt them mother doesnt love ive lost family speaking fathers abuse ive sexually assaulted times want count including really violent rape never stop affecting me dont think im capable relationship sex point also know twentytwo stay alive happen again ive put year long waiting list therapy ptsd say discharge flashbacks one event already am suppose im supposed lie two years ago diagnosed life changing condition put drugs degrade emotional health cognitive functioning stop taking them might well die anyway dont want live dont want hurt anyone dont want burden people love know things likely get easier cant ask help anymore know wont solve anything ill feel guilty opening up dont remember like fight suicidal plans time ive tried everything" ]

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[ "office ntk michael scott left leave forever episode come back good also want make petition make office season the office electric bungalo would sign" ]

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[ "updated user flair birthday today woohoo year old gang at" ]

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[ "im exhaustedi tried tried fucking hard best friend best daughter best person could be enough spent much time money trying keep friends many nights ignoring sleep keep company darkest hours hand whip whipped cream tweak recipies best friend like vanilla much time care effort something simple gift wrap what blocked explanation called wife pretends like even know am want know wrong fuck friendship myo mother hates me hear much bitch many times breaks me money taken many times realize respect me want love man hug mom friend appreciate much truly careim done extending getting spit face nothig bottle now much love wanted give yall broke me im tired getting hurt" ]

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[ "really muchyou know thick aim sure call itmaybe moment past mental breakdown sure it breakdown end breakdowns absolutely sure want escape pain deep hurts bones cry hours days pass made another hit again deep soul time feels like really pain handle eventually end rope thats always feels like but eventually be now wish before wish would able follow one times think much happiness everyone gone lay crying dry tears try write kids notes care people able show love them good crying cold try write letters flashes youngest giggling im holding wave pool waves going clings me joy happiness want feel heart play head want paper memory me" ]

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[ "watched movie first time ever sci fi channel must say simply awesome loves the never ending story one would bring back memories movie even though movie hazy like setting look makes feel like is fantasy acting brilliant music great especially beginning battle song end song yet see it watch it recommended completely" ]

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[ "gots question anyone else naturally replace love feel someone hate breakup me" ]

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[ "want donetheres point fighting anymore found today ive booted group project poor attendance cant complete course without project im never going done degree ive meds seeing doctorscounselorspsychiatrists five years im barely better started friends left graduated moved away sided exboyfriend dumped last summer hesitation ending upset parents would be makes angry cant end suffering know would suffer result cant keep going sad empty treadmill kind life im going anywhere want out" ]

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[ "idk feel like shit dont want anything anymore dont enjoy talking friends like used to dont energy workout make resin bake dont feel happy talking best friend anymore dont energy school dont even motivation get bed days cry nowhere skip meals even gave shopping lunch day dad didnt feel like going out feel like one gives shit me feels like im used think it stress it mom keeps asking whats wrong keep saying im fineim fine need help dont know get it dont want hurt anyone way am feels like cant talk anyone im supposed fineim almost years clean great grades im going graduate start college soon im supposed fineright dont know whats wrong me" ]

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[ "warning rapedsoooooooooio notes folder facts wrote sorry format happened im sitting feeling dirty disgusting awful help please im begging help hung tinder weird texts anothey place didnt know said take whores said didnt want go vehemently many times pulled hair choked called names forced me manipulative didnt submit leave mouth open mind gone pushed head couldnt see w going dick choked scared numerous times terrified begged use condom forced inside said stop pushed room hotel goes behind hotel first literally throws around slaps forced penis leaves let check go get condoms getscar accident was super low gas prob acts like genuinely likes person im genuinely terrified individual reinforces self doubt im sitting clothes underwear inside begged to laughed crying made think overreacting playing gameno hes done girlsim ashamed alsoim really mentally messed ptsd things happened afraid nobody believe please help please help happened im still wearing panties so im shaking im shaking dont know" ]

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[ "dont know whats going mental state point im sure im sad lonely ive always way feel slowly drifting void darkness want get of time want go into worst part is personality essentially makes impossible anybody know im well dont want bother people end putting facade friends family dont worry everyday sit room door closed feel emotions drained honestly im sure something wrong im stubborn tell people im ok" ]

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[ "pickup south street one brilliant movies ever made example directing candy jean peters starts going purse notices wallet missing alarm goes background building alarm going head cartoonlike subtly woven background way strikes subconscious level seen film times clicks theres alarm bell going starts frantically going bagbr br richard widmark way top game smartalec hes really great highlight performance film first scene moe street peddlerinformer played thelma ritter later apartment seeing movie seeing real person ive never seen anyone act real felt like looking real room ritters performance right way hair stuck bit removed hat br br about million things worked way lightning louie picks money chopsticks way candys jewelry clicks flicks", "moes hand away brooch way moe gets dollars change police captain across fbi guys chest even way captain opens filing cabinet like hes way room many years pickup south street detailed moves directing consummate performances acting superb nownostalgic visuals day panel truck boards leading shack water dumbwaiter unforgettable place skip stashes pocket pickings wonderful stuffbr br pickup south street also one movies where even though characters perfect care perhaps somewhat branded pasts ways hard escape skip threetime loser candy youngish woman knocked around lot people behave little badly expect sort novel ways make seem looking people never otherwise imagine yet know possible actors make recognizably human" ]

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[ "depression want diei pretty sure depression used to left sure almost always happy still want die reason why" ]

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[ "feeling way better everyone fever yesterday among things feel way better today immune system speed runner apparently yall" ]

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[ "hiso hi guess sorry really broken ramble lot relevant one way another guess really know thisll actually work hell probably long shot reading comments posted guess start fact im feeling suicidal exactly knew me ive casually thinking good two years thinking upon kind shrugged puberty shit whatever hormones guess ive thinking recently come realisation redflag coming mind more more hell even feel bad thinking kill reading others put know people family losses huge god damn fallouts everybody know contrasting reasoning seems petty guess ill post here family wise see family see dysfunctional fuck eyes aka relatives close me sit computer day honest true theyll say hello ive heard comments parents asking anti sociable hes rude parents responding oh hes always like ignored also happens parents friends well struggle conversations hell time cant hold one one conversation thirty seconds", "mum dad split mum split boyfriend four years two weeks ago give less shit him never talked actively avoided me ever said theorising problems kids caused who got along fine actually fault saying mum proceeded shout me ill get later dad probably family member like little basically lets stuff freely ie eat dinner wherever sleep schedule choice things like that ive got chores often thats fine never shouts unless ive actually done something really pisses off three times fifteen years also sometimes like every two months stuff like go golf free time go computer browse web play games like csgo terraria family see disappointment apparently life never go friends more thats", "mum tells though stuff like homework leave school times last day friends varied even know like huge act try get away whenever attempt socialise couple friends constantly actively attempt annoy hurt emotionally physically in minds probably bit fun annoy me like talk makes breaks lunches okay school outside school talk though stick couple groups talk playing games time im silent reason probably talk pity as one said privately serious anger issues whole amount stuff said previous three four years keep trying bottle up sometimes ill slip start getting incredibly annoyed something pathetic cant contain myself nobody gets hurt", "im weak thin feel like parents like me although like dad see weekends seems like like me conversation telling dinner is hes going bed mum hand seems get annoyed shout me know aspergers although pretty mild affect looks smart like some knows said shell stop shouting getting annoyed however happen probably said front person diagnosed make seems like loves me shell get annoyed something also take everyone else however im normally one there resulting shouted at one friend told recently thought killing said thats stupid idea thats it proves care overall feel pathetic family care me little amount friends affected death recently feeling edge suicidal thoughts constantly popping up kill would mean badly school aka annoying teachers would affect someone minutes theyd go without giving shit already redflag plan consists oding pills jumping unfenced bridge probably also hitting car bottom ive enough hide fake smiles laughs jokes comments aimed me refuse go physiatrist tell family one friend tell care need help" ]

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[ "love brother drinks icu like fifth time great fun long icu replaced grave point" ]

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[ "ive decided kill hour soi sort social media one access accounts throw diaries ill dine itim peace finally" ]

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[ "need rant bit ok undiagnosed mental illnesses at least know seems extremely likely them probably neurodivergent parents dont know of course always yell me say im lazy shit like that horrible time somehow ok time management like idk describe kinda like oh ill feel like always know things especially im yelled great parents outwardly express think im lazy better things im sitting like knowing mean cant expressmean annoying also friend parents think a gender fluid phase b suspicious im faking im confident c think fake many things hard keep count frustrating parents tell times things hard keep complete shit sense time anyways good day" ]

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[ "actually feel betterafter reading forum or call reddit thingy one week started feel way better life situation like people real problems like losing someone debt unsuccessful attempt killing themselves problems stand near these started realise life bad all even though im still pain depression feel lot better like general bad change bad things around hopefully finish weekendbutyeah untill im totally fine gotta listen muse read now" ]

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[ "goodnight europian comrades sleep well fellow europians tomorrow great day hope" ]

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[ "tempo di uccidere time kill guiliano montaldo bit strange film good waybr br i bother summary plot ive read gives wrong impression makes believe people wrote really understand film need understand level even cannot describe actually about film strange once upon time america way shorterbr br many hollywood stars whatever may mean played lesser known italian productions known many actors past prime slowly rising this cage yet real star made im fan him", "hes good roles raising arizona bringing dead weak plays hero really know think one sure portray typical hero main character film could done without him fact starred may reason one ever made dvdbr br the supporting cast good one looks fake act really there solid supportbr br i seen films montaldo marco polo saccovanzetti one think one greater directors time unfortunately nobody knows him movie last long time a break years think movie might failed office way done think montaldo personal project really likedbr br the production great always enough dusty army camps claustophobic cities magnificent landscape play great part feels real scenes almost feel heat sound nothing special music ennio morricone good piece whistle shower sure works greatbr br so movie looks feels sounds right serve lessons learned golden platter may biggest difference hollywood eurocinema around might sound strange give recommend people do looking action avoid one looking well made apocalypse different time setting bit similar journey state mindsorry sound corny know else call it might enjoy one lot" ]

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[ "yeahimguyyeah choose female character playing pokemon gamefreak really make choose guy still wear skirts" ]

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[ "ok got big brain thought experiment forgive typos mobile so know shit load cells make brain amount humans cells de brain assigned em cell create cuz cellular level cell individual evolved us creature individual consciousness aware exists happen humans became cells give consciousness completely new sees universe completely different scale know what scratch that no humans cells human body given time assign cell create creature consciousness see touch smell taste hear create life thats big brain idea thinkidk shut im big brain post smaller expected huh" ]

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[ "lets go good bad things happened last days good snowed small plastic skeletons spotify let try premium free caught ajj live quarantine lady night sean played favorite ajj song bad fully broke bones wrist need surgery schedules changed hardly talk cute australian friend weekend im stuck cast least weeks removing ability bike anything requires hands" ]

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[ "hate myselfi hate myself everything went badly today dealing social services people aunt trying help yelled honest didnt want get legal trouble so honest really dont see point living anymore but want kill myself aunt said house maybe ill tomorrow instead going friends place" ]

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[ "hate writing right now especially reddit god damn places regardless that want die years first thought conceives mind awake death it especially weird know happy moments life mine yet suffice makes upset try hard survive push yet head keeps feeling way does years therapy months psych ward experience still crave death thing breaks heart recognize happier moments yet still unhappy normally would treat positive instances progress solely still left emptiness before besides that imma save money hire hitman myself already done research know look need moneyhopefully next life live holds better things ill gone soon thanks listening bullshit want hire hitman" ]

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[ "online learning horrible kids abusive families home time dad got laid hes home time too hes really stressed drinking lot im bothering anytime talk class take space books schoolwork school care computer wifi were required keep cameras on everyone school see live dump microphone on everyone hear dad watching tv neighbors yelling background dad careful anymore visible bruises are im losing weight cant get lunch school get evicted probably will itll mean ill drop out obviously get covid big deal going school option get everyone sick still people really thinkingawful kids shitty home lives know im supposed do" ]

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[ "guys fish drowned sad continue id like thank sponsor today raid shadow legends" ]

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[ "people reddit ask stuffim really freaking bored realize school holidays friends aint great combination know" ]

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[ "idk title bei lead theoretically pretty good life happily married great job loving family ive unbearably depressed since preteen feel like depressed default state rather neutral ive thoughts hundreds times tonight first time actually see cant talk anyone it never able talk anything real person" ]

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[ "im sure ever botheredim sure even begin like anyone cares im currently sitting bathroom knife crying uncontrollably guess years shit finally hitting me babyshes beautiful weeks old tomorrow shes reason dont want anything name ellie im shit marriage used love him still care way years mistreatment negativity crap sex life taken toll me cheated too sad part still cheating guy believe im actually whole heartedly love with im scared leave husband though dont want anything stupid want happy want us happy dont see anymore ive tried leave two maybe three times avail hate job shit money paycheck goes straight outrageous student loans im boss employees just awful left basically everything guess fault though im bad manager wasnt bad manager id good employees hate fucking family years years fucking judgemental hipocrasy mother morbidly obese bitch nasty drinking problem starts shit everyone especially sister ive literally middle man family listening everyone bitch complain everyone else dad cool though marine vietnam kinda scary though ive overweight life last march started diet lost pounds close goal weight got pregnant surprise im back fat fat fuck jiggling around everywhere none clothes fit", "im poor go get new ones also motivation lose weight probably already fucking lost gain fuck back againfriends mean theres like maybe people would say otherwise see like that one bothered visit hospital since ellie around everyone else likeyeah meet babythats it someone best friend even bothered visit since thanksgiving guess goes ways shes pregnant wanted throw shower realized give shit ellie waste time person ive ever able confide guy ive cheating husband with hes one whose ever given hope loves me insane smart hed walk away trainwreck life im scared tell bad feeling right now everyone needs break awhile different tldr seriously dont even worth time goodbye" ]

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[ "yall please spam post comments im going bed wake want feel like people care lay sleep pray lord soul keep" ]

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[ "top games wanna know games teens like also im almost yay" ]

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[ "questioning morality guess titles pretty vague mean worry sometimes im actually decenthuman being know based moral perceptions listen parents who good people guidance actually i think right deep vile parents ones keeping afloat whats right way know parents influence grueling ive talk mom says even thought proves morality is others told thing response general moral questing outside childtoparent dynamic helped me sometimes still worry know kinda brusque felt share case anyone else experienced ordeal edit spacing" ]

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[ "whats least painful way kill myselfhi names hannahim years old turning novemberth days today im currently suffering ptsd depression amp anxiety professionally diagnosed want explain whole life story fact im currently abusive crappy household ive cutting past years way get weight pain thats dumped onto everyday shoulders im tired crying everydayim tired getting called every horrible name book starving make mom happy im tired everything life general want kill badly im afraid death crazy anyone know semi painless ways could end life deal little pain get beatings everyday ive learned deal little hurt please give your life precious please survive live another day loved bullshit thats is bullshit get enough cheap crap therapist bottles pain meds antidepressants anxiety pills also ibuprofen basic meds overdosepainless like overdose go sleep die peacefully second option jump school stories tall building would probaly feel impact head splats concrete done always kept idea mind ampxb please dont reply dont genuine answer questions thanks anyways thats it tysm u help get fast possible cant deal life day further want fucking die happy" ]

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[ "one hearing desperate cries help im shouting void herenoone seems read ill vent anyway majorly fucked up mania lorazepam loss created perfect storm craziness come out think friends made chat room without it fair enough get still hurts much didnt intend find obviously didnt care did cut bunch times im even feeling better youve made far post even faranyway thank you friends dont leave read anymore leave nothing fault bit let get attached serves right ill die alone someone please help me always make covert cries help regular cry help im okayneed help need someone me thanks" ]

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[ "wish chose criminology subject soooo interesting _" ]

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[ "really pointwere raised consume hope someday may eventually comfortable ive got bachelors accounting make barely minimum wage literally never money despite everything right serve bourgeois overlords thats it right complain plenty people going way tougher situations dont care fuck system religion politicians failed us hope theres peace death living life hell" ]

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[ "watched movie chance get curious trailer tv like discover movies like this little tender stories ordinary people even end tragic the man moon funny moments especially first characterization dani innocent pure love affair court really beautiful moving love story high points performance reese witherspoon maintained promises world cinema beautiful cinematography old lion freddie francis fantastic score james newton howard really soul movie themes which deserved oscar nomination intimate lyric seems transformed screenplay music" ]

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[ "anyone know im fucking dumb literally used straight student high school im shit clue especially since friends great school conclusion come im dumbhell ive gotten lucky past couple years anyone know why" ]

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[ "nva combines eastalgiahumor military comedy teen movie although somehow typically germanmovielike sentimental think great funny movie laugh nva also get bit insight eastern germany armed forces late ies young recruits well professional soldiers experienced fall berlin wall end german democratic republicbr br you enjoy nva liked sonnenallee another movie directed leander haumann necessarily enjoyed goodbye lenin much serious less obviously funnybr br the acting acceptable watch former boy band singer kim frank two facial expressions natural shocked saucereyed" ]

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[ "want talk support group wife cant handle much more uncle lives close nh want get news station take story say long ago posting title username hope read comment maybe happened you" ]

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[ "country u want travel why wanna travel japan becasue like culture cuisine love environment there" ]

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[ "never whole fucking done already fucking dead dead years cannot fukcing wait destroy body release soul sure god willnhave good laugh life cruel fucking joke" ]

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[ "good move noi ended contact best friend starting today order get better matter many times tells otherwise accept gay male around even thought him puts extreme turmoil could bad move correct way get mind throwing life away maybe give months realize decent individual deserve treated less ive considered redflag due many problems one alone logical thinker able follow through easy starting new life new people would awesome" ]

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[ "christmas ideas clue want christmas grandparents i live them rich theyre gonna buy things yet interest getting really anything christmas anyone suggestions get i understand hard since everyone different interests something everyone would cool with" ]

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[ "cant think title thisever since little felt im supposed perfect little kid pleases adults never anything wrong lived expectation every time get trouble someone gets mad me want kill myself while googling feelings lead finding antinatalism joined subreddit dedicated it saw post said commit redflag mom sad said thought bringing innocent soul messed world seeing that thought thing post said probably kill next time someone yells gets mad me" ]

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[ "im terrible person world would better without mei got speeding ticket going first ticket either meaning im going traffic history follow rest life continue live also moms car meaning im terrible son know would hurt mom die long run death would better her seeing worry killing someone car accident getting car totaled speaking which love driving fast im terrible person addicted actions could put others lives risk road empty love flying large roads makes feel free gets feeling happy im usually depressed speeding makes happy reason world better dead need reason live keep drawing blanks" ]

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[ "wish could make onlyfans people would buy content im broke busy work" ]

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[ "im leaving reddit great funny all theres depressing stuff really need right now along things still favourite subreddit though thank that cya around" ]

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[ "partner deathfrom us want die summer ends would someone want join year old male dont get response near end leave aloneim preparedto" ]

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[ "ok firstly fan whole low budget horror genre bother this really need fan get gagbr br the move basically snakes on train lots thembr br there ancient curse involved crazy ending wont spoil gore effect full real icky movie mainly one big gory gag snakes scaring hell bunch people trapped trainbr br the suspense built well memorable well composed scenes acting bit hammy watch surf dudes thats really point give movie go know expect wont regret it" ]

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[ "fastesteasiestpainless way kill myselfokay fed getting simple answer anywhere wanna hear life gets better youre important life precious get help shut fuck up one asked never thought shit b know first thing me even know existed till read note someone use tell straightreal answer want life ended period period period" ]

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[ "viewed movie second time september thought even better first time saw it thoroughly enjoyed acting especially uncle benny thought fred carpenter excellent job writing directing film story line definitely kept interest hope movie makes way top felt moved smoothly scenes surprise twist end well lets say see coming also thought craig actor played eddie monroe excellent job hope movie help go acting career start finish thoroughly enjoyed it" ]

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[ "tried everything exercise medication calling friend vent problems calling suicide hotline getting psych guard group therapy psychologists meditation eating healthy owning emotional support animal nothing absolutely nothing works alone life friends grew tired problems cannot blame them lost inside mind thought asking help could way mysery turns never was basically used every single person ever close could fix broken soul feel guilty wanted have even want happy wanted okayi lived past expiration date stopped trying long time ago want last words make everyone knew feel depressed opposite actually hope understand it cannot find happiness cannot find stability looking years got tired trying please put shoes sanei got point realized gone crazy depression took left me used be person everyone knew died long time ago left remainsi want know understand best needed free pain going through today finally restwhoever reading this wish best love you understand pain going through really do wish could free you wish could hug right nowmom please feel guilty dad take care her love both keep young memories find lived past expiration date" ]

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[ "teachers dress halloween bring classroom joy appreciated sweethearts teachers dress bring joy classroom sweetest things ever trying bring happiness laughs classroom appreciated maybe even bring candy room decorations deserve raise acts kindness made fun acting silly amp fun" ]

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[ "kinda gave friend rimjobbbb meankinda okayone lick still rlly fun" ]

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[ "chinese people see less deadass asked hella asian friend tbh guys need confirmation" ]

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[ "last strawhi everyonei years old malewho born raised turkey then wanted go germany education without parents approvali sisterswho i came back germany turkey years ago lived germany almost years alone without anybodybefore came turkeyi knew stuff wrong check hospitali thyroid hormones high germany roommate pharmacist checked low blood sugar i unconsciousi took care issues turkeyalthough mental state also badi month without shower going germany oncei started smoking therenot much drugs thoi never liked sedatedmost life learned things myselfmy father teaching things need know childhood example proper body care maleafter came back germanyi went many psychiatrist since came backi used lot antidepressantsneurolepticsi tried break bonds friendsi cut stab knife many timesnot redflagbut forgetting emotions pains physical onei like friendsmy familymy lifemyselflooks like coming endmy doctor said parentsthat give responsibilitiesback kidmy sisters look likethey respect all ask mewhatever want please aski try answer questions thanks reading" ]

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[ "think fell love best friend alright heres thing think im love best friend im screwed history friendship literally thick thin literally share everything always care one another point time time say love one another countryshes originally another country go international school lockdown happened stuck country going renew passport boyfriend country hard listen everything say give comfort can months go becomes sad depressed still country months went broke shattered her hard comfort didnt know didnt want give empty words ill end repeating again months goes gets better", "shes getting chased guys country one especially kept chasing eventually got like back never met lived another city basically weird flirtatious friendship dont mind wasnt pushing wanted something serious wanted affection away everyone knew talks lot guys look walks smiles her like bad way good way call it dont know made feel jealous talks guys wants affection even wants atleast one boyfriend country leaves peoplebut someone breakup leaves comes back like said dont know makes feel jealous wished person talks hugs behind kissing cuddling like want shit dont know why want dont know trying fill void im hopeless romanticwhich entirely whole story ownyeah think im love best friend dont know do" ]

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[ "thought killing escape would say people world good life feel like kill end right back cycle suffering whether another world dimension universe reality etc feel like i take another form existence knows where believe god feel like something higher power send lower part reality reality one destroying my current consciousness buddhism says reincarnate piece bacteria something abrahamic religion says suffer eternity fire anger redflag shame atheism sounds like best one exists anymore like dreamless sleep forever sounds good true cannot see something disappear nowhere really cannot see dying old age one smoke two feel like everything go shit climate change exponentially increasing rich getting richer poor getting poorer ww probably going start decade two would wish scientist would hurry fuck making ai mini black hole feel like escape" ]

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[ "everyday every minute every second suicidal thoughts attempted before stopping now try happy already given life want end tonight successful try given already" ]

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[ "soul tiredim going hurt myself im definitely deep depression idk do marriage dying dont like job lost identity person kids nobody talk causing bottle everything weighing down now plans hurting couldnt bear think loved ones im leaving behind wish rest good theres light end tunnel ive worked way hard life looks good paper leaves many voids know redflag watch im much heartache pain every day feel like im walking cinderblock shoes exist withering away every day ill take advice get needed place could anonymously get weight chest youre reading this thank you" ]

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[ "hey broettes im natsuu nice meet ya ampxb already met da bros seemed cool" ]

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[ "want existliterally every fucking person life starts hate get know me fucking annoying stupid complete waste energy hate fucking much want end it ive attempted twice even much coward choose method definitely permanent oxy xanax nice way go next time picking something never waste anyones time ever again" ]

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[ "give upim tired pain hurt im tired failure im tired alone scared im tired living" ]

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[ "lifes probably simulation cares deathim mentally done want out everyones gonna forget existed probably watched government honestly dont care im hurting people killing myself want die sufferingim gonna let anyone elses want live overpower thought im afraid kill myself want dont guts im young teenager" ]

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[ "requesting website offers people looking counselling others offering counsellingit imgur reddit lost it problem solved" ]

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[ "beginning endso morning gf four months broke up everything me said break still loves me went block social medias one stopped killing months back many times now feel like ive failed person care about person love feels like crap ive failed many people im cried believe appropriate time remove problem myself" ]

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[ "im back sub againit takes much get rutone word or none someone back bottom" ]

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[ "tonight nighti told story sub hundreds times younger brother killed himself life spiraled control person kept grounded broke fucked someone week later tried give every family member good last memories me even ex im coming home christmas want say feel fucking horrible need to get keep thinking fucking bad want this holidays already hard enough told happened knew do cant get matter hard try got accomplish one last thing accepted transfer student college goes to" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "thank you feel free send message need someone talk toplease" ]

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[ "tinkewbeww amazing fwen wish wewe besties but guess thats weality" ]

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[ "found one local grocery stores near sells croissants literally cents piece theyre good croissants too also sell ham cheese ones like cents still hella cheap find earlier actually get croissants havent that wasted opportunities smh yes buy lots croissants upon finding out" ]

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[ "users sub unique us turned teenagers us still high school us university us married us kid us house us underage us virgins us arent virgins" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "hi againi posted something weeks ago anyway felt better days happened since ive waking suicidal thoughts go away yesterday stayed bed day need find new apartment end month im homeless im tired that plan jumping roof friends five story building end month cant fix things life ex said would could friends month since ran even opened email sent tell hes completely moved careim tired anyway thought id write cant talk specifics friends without freaking out" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im checking outi think used lethal took mg fluoxetine units quick acting insulinim diabetic seeing takes me truly hope find peace happiness life" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "always mad day everyday still want kill myself hate family starting hate friends hate still alive died years ago familys problems stem memy mom finally divorced stupid ass dad still dealing bullshit comes it would even left punched him treated like dog never called name instead punching offed right therebest case would blame come hell beat ass forever worst case problems still happen hear iti know guess another teen issues stem father original even sad anymore" ]