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feeling pretty bad random year old picked fight feel times better know matter tired lonely sad get ill never sad enough continuously pick fights internet strangers	[]	[ "feeling pretty bad random year old picked fight feel times better know matter tired lonely sad get ill never sad enough continuously pick fights internet strangers" ]	27	Sentirse bastante mal al azar año de edad elegido lucha sentir los tiempos mejor saber la materia cansado solitario triste enfermarse nunca lo suficientemente triste continuamente elegir peleas Internet extraños
wrote redflag note part demanded post set delayed send go end it guess thats healthy part im sorry bit novel see much reason selfedit stagei want say im sorry family didnt cause this deserve this didnt deserve me deserved child sibling wouldnt hurt you break heart force feel unnatural unearned guilt child sibling absolute best disease beyond powers suppose im also sorry current friends might hurt know isnt fault either lights life marvels every one wish much happiness love success suppose im also sorry former friends rejected plain terms who assume either nurse unspoken grievance simply lost interest novelty wore virtues multiplied know ive resented it resentment begin realize mostly arose failed understand you needed much obligation give part arose failure understand myself part still wants spit poison feel wronged me ill show proper motive redflag never particularly likeable girl thinking clearly never particularly good hiding ugly irritating features graced im sorry wasnt either us wanted be thats thing always really wanted liked people effort put failed often not course cant try likeable tried interesting clever generous since seemed like things might attract people guess couldnt get hang it lack core capacity basic humanity many share deficient perhaps even everybody liked would still feel way whatever hurt goes deeper bandage woven shared lagers laughter mend trying fight loneliness kind snake oil remedy dont know finding miserable failure things desire even need certainly does well im sure understand im sorry trans community know clich tranny cant hack it kills herself old story told poorly one strove tell realm many others suppose overestimated myself im sorry making us look bad wont first time ive sorry ambassador us hard sometimes seems get easier little while brief illusions success popularity distract me never lasts soon every time im back first real emotional memories are back high school when now lie bed staring wall fantasizing things never be finding solace planning end it knowing theres really nowhere run disease inside me constitutes rotten core me realized hasnt gotten better keep going round around finding back stale hell gritted teeth attempted bare many times before changes upon changes road less same tired march i edited explicit description methods line subreddits rules im sorry wont pass cheekbone genes next generation like always joked would im sorry wont well whatever plans werent idle daydreams might nursed realities merely yetunrealized hearts wish could see you im sorry anything wished said didnt opportunities slip away kinds reasons me thoughts keep running back road past times before curling hole chest imagining sweet oblivion hope you think me think back rare moments happy lying back stephens van long ago watching street lights pass like auroras overhead perfect sunday sams cabin giggling wrestling sticks bottled water saturday evening music festival attempting clumsily apply makeup rhea messy poorlylit sedan moment apartment when whisper kevin asked could fuck me which come think it one memories involving drugs far bingeing rome brother basement eating quesadillas mom made bowling two strikes row annabelles birthday party night comical failure everyone else getting ready leave philosophy mind classes occasionally felt like neil ryan me bouncing ideas became polished arguments though guess sometimes really three us better yet ever luck making happy think that thats really gave life whatever small worth had least little consolation if among people annoyed made angry even put worst moments least times paid enormous debt awfulness little joy maybe version eternal recurrence favoured nietzche relatable character cloud atlas true find places likely not chances time read body floated distance entry point fraser river may unrecoverable which honestly gives fuck instinct give friends first pick clothes basically worldly possessions right there probably workable option donate organization needs them maybe youll find something mine garage sale value village somewhere likely not please dont blame me please dont blame yourselves everyone constitution survive world didnt come argue case want say goodbye love you wish could stay im sorry say cant	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "wrote redflag note part demanded post set delayed send go end it guess thats healthy part im sorry bit novel see much reason selfedit stagei want say im sorry family didnt cause this deserve this didnt deserve me deserved child sibling wouldnt hurt you break heart force feel unnatural unearned guilt child sibling absolute best disease beyond powers suppose im also sorry current friends might hurt know isnt fault either lights life marvels every one wish much happiness love success suppose im also sorry former friends rejected plain terms who assume either nurse unspoken grievance simply lost interest novelty wore virtues multiplied know", "ive resented it resentment begin realize mostly arose failed understand you needed much obligation give part arose failure understand myself part still wants spit poison feel wronged me ill show proper motive redflag never particularly likeable girl thinking clearly never particularly good hiding ugly irritating features graced im sorry wasnt either us wanted be thats thing always really wanted liked people effort put failed often not course cant try likeable tried interesting clever generous since seemed like things might attract people guess couldnt get hang it lack core capacity basic humanity many share deficient perhaps even everybody liked would still feel way whatever hurt goes deeper bandage woven shared lagers laughter mend trying fight loneliness kind snake oil remedy dont know finding miserable failure things desire even need certainly does well", "im sure understand im sorry trans community know clich tranny cant hack it kills herself old story told poorly one strove tell realm many others suppose overestimated myself im sorry making us look bad wont first time ive sorry ambassador us hard sometimes seems get easier little while brief illusions success popularity distract me never lasts soon every time im back first real emotional memories are back high school when now lie bed staring wall fantasizing things never be finding solace planning end it knowing theres really nowhere run disease inside me constitutes rotten core me realized hasnt gotten better keep going round around finding back stale hell gritted teeth attempted bare many times before changes upon changes road less same tired march i edited explicit description methods line subreddits rules im sorry wont pass cheekbone genes next generation like always joked would im sorry wont well whatever plans werent idle daydreams might nursed realities merely yetunrealized hearts wish could see you im sorry anything wished said didnt opportunities slip away kinds reasons me thoughts keep running back road past times before curling hole chest imagining sweet oblivion hope you think me think back rare moments happy lying back stephens van long ago watching street lights pass like auroras overhead", "perfect sunday sams cabin giggling wrestling sticks bottled water saturday evening music festival attempting clumsily apply makeup rhea messy poorlylit sedan moment apartment when whisper kevin asked could fuck me which come think it one memories involving drugs far bingeing rome brother basement eating quesadillas mom made bowling two strikes row annabelles birthday party night comical failure everyone else getting ready leave philosophy mind classes occasionally felt like neil ryan me bouncing ideas became polished arguments though guess sometimes really three us better yet ever luck making happy think that thats really gave life whatever small worth had least little consolation if among people annoyed made angry even put worst moments least times paid enormous debt awfulness little joy maybe version eternal recurrence favoured nietzche relatable character cloud atlas true find places likely not chances time read body floated distance entry point fraser river may unrecoverable which honestly gives fuck instinct give friends first pick clothes basically worldly possessions", "right there probably workable option donate organization needs them maybe youll find something mine garage sale value village somewhere likely not please dont blame me please dont blame yourselves everyone constitution survive world didnt come argue case want say goodbye love you wish could stay im sorry say cant" ]	121	Escribí parte nota de bandera roja demandado post set retraso enviar ir terminar adivinar que la parte saludable im lo siento poco novela ver mucha razón selfedit stagei quiero decir im lo siento familia no causó esto merecer esto no me merecía hijo hermano no te haría daño romper fuerza del corazón sentir culpa no natural no ganado hijo hermano absoluto mejor enfermedad más allá de los poderes suponer también lamento amigos actuales podrían lastimar saber culpa istnt bien luces maravillas vida cada uno deseo mucha felicidad amor éxito suponer también lo siento ex amigos rechazados términos simples que asumen o enfermera no hablado queja simplemente perdido interés novedad llevaba virtudes multiplicadas saber
going kill myself anybody gun plz let use it cuz tired hearing peoples bullshit things get better want die	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "going kill myself anybody gun plz let use it cuz tired hearing peoples bullshit things get better want die" ]	22	Me voy a matar a alguien arma plz dejar que lo use porque cansado oír gente mierda cosas conseguir mejor quieren morir
growing up irrational fears start off mom told used terrified deflated blowup snowman i believe said across street lived time apparently screamed bloody murder sight i quite remember really little happened next supposedly scared drama faces mom says funniest part drama faces neighbourhood yet apparently scared getting hit vehicle according sister used get lot nightmares said used weird monsters dreams said used tell shell go beat up apparently used laugh end falling asleep again thinks picturing tiny beating monsters probably made laugh she dwarfism got older remember becoming scared falling used able use escalators fine suddenly became scared use nowhere use elevators fine though certain kinds stairs im noticeably cautious walking them remember teeter totter someone fine got older felt nervousscared higher air thats quite yeah developed strange fears growing up	[]	[ "growing up irrational fears start off mom told used terrified deflated blowup snowman i believe said across street lived time apparently screamed bloody murder sight i quite remember really little happened next supposedly scared drama faces mom says funniest part drama faces neighbourhood yet apparently scared getting hit vehicle according sister used get lot nightmares said used weird monsters dreams said used tell shell go beat up apparently used laugh end falling asleep again thinks picturing tiny beating monsters probably made laugh she dwarfism got older remember becoming scared falling used able use escalators fine suddenly became scared use nowhere use elevators fine though certain kinds stairs im noticeably cautious walking them remember teeter totter someone fine got older felt nervousscared higher air thats quite yeah developed strange fears growing up" ]	152	Crecer miedos irracionales comienza mamá dijo utilizado aterrorizado hinchado muñeco de nieve creo que dijo al otro lado de la calle vivió el tiempo aparentemente gritada sangrienta visión de asesinato recuerdo muy poco sucedió siguiente supuestamente asustado drama caras mamá dice parte divertida drama caras barrio sin embargo aparentemente asustado conseguir coche atropellado según hermana utilizado conseguir mucho pesadillas dicho uso monstruos extraños sueños dicho utilizado decir con concha go go beat up aparentemente utilizado final de risa quedarse dormido otra vez piensa imaginando pequeños monstruos paliza probablemente hizo reír enanismo se hizo mayor recordar convertirse en miedo caída uso capaz utiliza escaleras mecánicas bien de repente se convirtió en miedo uso en ningún lugar utilizar ascensores bien aunque ciertos tipos de escaleras im notablemente cauteloso caminar ellos recordar trocear alguien bien se sintió nervioso mayor mayor aire más alto que sí desarrolló miedos extraños crecer
anyone else feeling sad feel sad nothing it pandemic anything else im stuck continuous loop dont know dont know want do dont anyone hang im confused help	[]	[ "anyone else feeling sad feel sad nothing it pandemic anything else im stuck continuous loop dont know dont know want do dont anyone hang im confused help" ]	30	Cualquier otra persona que se sienta triste no siente nada triste pandemia cualquier otra cosa im pegado bucle continuo no sé no sé querer no nadie colgar im confuso ayuda
alone need helpim m lost girl going marry hate job live home cant afford anything friends always told im people want friends gfs ive like reached others never works out bullied whole life see path gym help always depressed feel worthless care anymore anything want end	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "alone need helpim m lost girl going marry hate job live home cant afford anything friends always told im people want friends gfs ive like reached others never works out bullied whole life see path gym help always depressed feel worthless care anymore anything want end" ]	52	solo necesita ayuda m chica perdida va a casarse odio trabajo vivir casa no puede permitirse nada amigos siempre se dijo que la gente quiere amigos gfs ive como alcanzó a otros nunca funciona toda la vida acosado ver camino gimnasio ayuda siempre deprimido sentir cuidado inútil más cualquier cosa quiere terminar
know domale soon years old years since met first girlfriend something tbf understand mental challanges nevertheless really fucked up never ever enjoyed sex previous age appropriate girlfriends ended relationships really want sex sex there month turning ive current absolutely amazing gflive partner years love death still cannot commit sex never initiated it does stare upon ceiling trying think something else believes asexual id problem going years orgasms fuck this care think im overlysensitive consider lucky may considered good looking know wrote this gone hour still finished paragraph plea help like a know sincerely hope best yall mind racing please well	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "know domale soon years old years since met first girlfriend something tbf understand mental challanges nevertheless really fucked up never ever enjoyed sex previous age appropriate girlfriends ended relationships really want sex sex there month turning ive current absolutely amazing gflive partner years love death still cannot commit sex never initiated it does stare upon ceiling trying think something else believes asexual id problem going years orgasms fuck this care think im overlysensitive consider lucky may considered good looking know wrote this gone hour still finished paragraph plea help like a know sincerely hope best yall mind racing please well" ]	117	know domale pronto años de edad desde que conoció a primera novia algo tbf entender desasosiegos mentales sin embargo realmente jodido nunca disfrutado sexo edad previa novias apropiadas acabadas relaciones realmente quieren sexo sexo allí mes giro ive corriente absolutamente increíble pareja años amor muerte todavía no puede cometer sexo nunca iniciado lo hace mirar al techo tratando de pensar en algo más cree que asexual problema de identificación años orgasmos follan este cuidado creo im demasiado sensible considerar suerte puede considerarse buen aspecto saber escribió esta hora pasada todavía find petición ayuda como un saber sinceramente esperanza mejor yall mente carreras por favor bien
id even say shades hitchcockthis clearly better mmm seen guilty pleasure woody fans way know annie hall first conceived murder mystery anyhow woody reclaims relevance film comedy one plot turns nice tight say first minutes so actors little hasty delivering lines stick around scarlett johansson proves wellcast diane keatontype role time uncomfortable moments much older woody one could imagine perfect actor role peter lyman jackman	[]	[ "id even say shades hitchcockthis clearly better mmm seen guilty pleasure woody fans way know annie hall first conceived murder mystery anyhow woody reclaims relevance film comedy one plot turns nice tight say first minutes so actors little hasty delivering lines stick around scarlett johansson proves wellcast diane keatontype role time uncomfortable moments much older woody one could imagine perfect actor role peter lyman jackman" ]	89	id incluso decir sombras hitchcockesto claramente mejor mmm visto placer culpable ventiladores leñosos manera saben annie hall primero concebido asesinato misterio de todos modos leñoso reclama relevancia película comedia una trama se vuelve agradable apretado decir primeros minutos por lo que los actores poco apresurada entrega líneas palo alrededor escarlata johansson demuestra bien cast diane keatonty tiempo papel momentos incómodos mucho más viejos madera uno podría imaginar actor perfecto Peter papel lyman jackman
tired stateless invisiblei years old guy south america i would rather say country inmigrant spain many years mom brought kid life misery home country am stateless home country give new passport without birth certificate spain grant assylum ilegal inmigrant living small room mom barely pay rent survive sometimes afford meals day walk street fear taken toll me im lucky could pass local since skin fairly white long talk people spot foreign accent start asking questions cannot trust anyone arrested twice guardia civil second time policia nacional caught selling replica clothing downtown madrid reason arrest living spain without proper authorization ive een beaten bullied xenophobic police officers well robbed many times local spanish pickpocketers inmigrant cannot even report thieves authorities time end suffering kill myself please go ahead shit chant ilegal inmigration	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "tired stateless invisiblei years old guy south america i would rather say country inmigrant spain many years mom brought kid life misery home country am stateless home country give new passport without birth certificate spain grant assylum ilegal inmigrant living small room mom barely pay rent survive sometimes afford meals day walk street fear taken toll me im lucky could pass local since skin fairly white long talk people spot foreign accent start asking questions cannot trust anyone arrested twice guardia civil second time policia nacional caught selling replica clothing downtown madrid reason arrest living spain without proper authorization ive een beaten bullied xenophobic police officers well robbed many times local spanish pickpocketers inmigrant cannot even report thieves authorities time end suffering kill myself please go ahead shit chant ilegal inmigration" ]	159	Apátrida cansada invisible años viejo chico suramérica yo preferiría decir país inmigrante spain muchos años mamá trajo la vida del niño miseria casa país soy apátrida país de origen dar nuevo pasaporte sin certificado de nacimiento spain subsidio assylum ilegal inmigrante vida pequeña habitación mamá apenas pagar alquiler sobrevivir a veces pagar comidas día caminar calle miedo me golpeó im suerte podría pasar local ya piel bastante blanco larga habla gente mancha acento extranjero empezar a hacer preguntas no puede confiar en nadie arrestado dos veces guardia civil segunda vez policía nacional capturado venta de ropa réplica centro madrid razón arresto vida spain sin la autorización adecuada ive een golpeado policías xenófobos bien robados muchas veces locales carteristas españoles inmigrantes no pueden siquiera informar ladrones tiempo dejar de sufrir matarme por favor ir adelante mierda canto inmigración ilegal
online school like im england reason decided go lockdown school online classes first time today think starts couple hours need know like	[]	[ "online school like im england reason decided go lockdown school online classes first time today think starts couple hours need know like" ]	24	escuela en línea como im Inglaterra razón decidió ir a lockdown escuela clases en línea por primera vez hoy creo que comienza un par de horas necesita saber como
whats coed high school like im never going know ask	[]	[ "whats coed high school like im never going know ask" ]	12	lo que es coed secundaria como im nunca va a saber preguntar
redflagwatch need helpfirst all apologize cohesive post im kind typing thoughts come me please read though ill start beginning best friend years recently opened events transpired life younger honestly need know better friend help difficult time life well simply call friend c c years old im met high school years ago like brother ever since differences honestly say constant life hes great guy never talk emotion anything sort hes reserved person never really opened me always knew tough life mother good person hes living father since young age last night house hanging argument text longtime girlfriend well call h never appreciated much kind girl thinks thinks wrong believe toxic person never tried get way cs relationship although knows think her fact agrees sheltered understand real world all fact h completely hates im cigarette smoker atheist even though ive good friend c hates think rather silly reasons typical argument two always says really meanspirited things him yet continues drag along telling really care him always says that knock peg time though snapped went told fuck pretty much finally got tired talked her thats told going go home little bit would back later think much told ill see soon hours later calls tells walking door asked going told got phone redflag hotline thought called hs behalf would never guess million years him always stoic told breakdown needed talk someone honestly shocked ive never known emotional all asked exactly happened concerned basically told argument h triggered major anxiety attack past events came flooding out told actually molested child came back once know say never knew bad vented little bit tell everything problem though c always stoic literally never emotional conversation honestly know talk kind thing simply boundary never crossed told ever needed talk would always here told anything needed would there know else say thats had much experience kinds things hes through feel like kind failed clueless say ended watching hobbit going sleep left early morning spoken since need help better know im really hes got talk kind thing better experience type thing im ears thanks advance update texted minute ago asked doing says better says considering seeing therapist keep everything bottled up encouraged let know always well continue best even simply needs bitch life while thank advice additional resources	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "redflagwatch need helpfirst all apologize cohesive post im kind typing thoughts come me please read though ill start beginning best friend years recently opened events transpired life younger honestly need know better friend help difficult time life well simply call friend c c years old im met high school years ago like brother ever since differences honestly say constant life hes great guy never talk emotion anything sort hes reserved person never really opened me always knew tough life mother good person hes living father since young age last night house hanging argument textlongtime girlfriend well call h never appreciated much kind girl thinks thinks wrong believe toxic person never tried get way cs relationship although knows think her fact agrees sheltered understand real world all fact h completely hates im cigarette smoker atheist even though ive good friend", "c hates think rather silly reasons typical argument two always says really meanspirited things him yet continues drag along telling really care him always says that knock peg time though snapped went told fuck pretty much finally got tired talked her thats told going go home little bit would back later think much told ill see soon hours later calls tells walking door asked going told got phone redflag hotline thought called hs behalf would never guess million years him always stoic told breakdown needed talk someone honestly shocked ive never known emotional all asked exactly happened concerned basically told argument h triggered major anxiety attack past events came flooding out told actually molested child came back once know say never knew bad vented little bit tell everything problem though c always stoic literally never emotional conversation honestly know talk kind thing simply boundary never crossed told ever needed talk would always here told anything needed would there know else say thats had much experience kinds things hes through feel like kind failed clueless say ended watching hobbit going sleep left early morning spoken since need help better know im really hes got talk kind thing better experience type thing im ears thanks advance update texted minute ago asked doing says better says considering seeing therapist keep everything bottled up encouraged let know always well continue best even simply needs bitch life while thank advice additional resources" ]	155	redflagwatch necesita ayuda primero todos disculpa cohesivo post im amable escribir pensamientos venir me por favor leer aunque mal comienzo comienzo mejor amigo años recientemente abiertos eventos transpirado vida más joven honestamente necesita saber mejor amigo ayuda difícil vida bien simplemente llamar amigo c c años de edad im met High School hace años como hermano desde diferencias honestamente decir vida constante hes gran chico nunca hablar emoción tipo hes reservado persona nunca realmente me abrió siempre sabía vida dura madre buena persona hes vida padre desde joven edad anoche casa colgante discusión textlongtime novia bien llamada h nunca aprecia mucho amable chica piensa mal cree persona tóxica nunca trató de llegar a la relación cs, aunque sabe pensar que su hecho está de acuerdo protegido entender mundo real todo hecho h completamente odia im fumador ateo a pesar de que ive buen amigo
must god must god answer certain choose either way send inevitably stupid comments	[]	[ "must god must god answer certain choose either way send inevitably stupid comments" ]	13	Dios debe responder a cierto elegir de cualquier manera enviar inevitablemente estúpidos comentarios
nothing reallife emotional hell hole im struggling see good anything point anything nothing real difference would make disappeared tomorrow were sheer coincidence theres magic bearded man sky hand fortune we planet solar system were random happenstance im dead truly nothing consequences feel bad about world exist thank god	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "nothing reallife emotional hell hole im struggling see good anything point anything nothing real difference would make disappeared tomorrow were sheer coincidence theres magic bearded man sky hand fortune we planet solar system were random happenstance im dead truly nothing consequences feel bad about world exist thank god" ]	53	nada real vida emocional infierno agujero im lucha ver bueno cualquier cosa punto nada nada real diferencia haría desaparecer mañana si pura coincidencia no hay magia hombre barbudo cielo mano fortuna planeta sistema solar eran casualidades aleatorias realmente nada las consecuencias se sienten mal sobre el mundo existen gracias a Dios
plot starts interesting however towards end many die short time turning thrillermystery aspect story slaughterbr br the true highlights adam beach jrgen prochnow excellent selves nice try inappropriate last third though good ending	[]	[ "plot starts interesting however towards end many die short time turning thrillermystery aspect story slaughterbr br the true highlights adam beach jrgen prochnow excellent selves nice try inappropriate last third though good ending" ]	44	trama comienza interesante sin embargo hacia el final muchos mueren corto tiempo convirtiendo el thrillermisterio aspecto historia sacratebr br los verdaderos puntos destacados adam playa jrgen prochnow excelente yos nice intentar inapropiado último tercero aunque buen final
whats best way handlethings talk someone tried commit redflagi talk someone shooting police put psych ward involuntary hold want visit theyre processed wanted hear anyones personal experience being either side best thing person hear want go personal details someone know well know whats going life hoped someone could provide guidance approach this person intoxicated degree well influence suggestions	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "whats best way handlethings talk someone tried commit redflagi talk someone shooting police put psych ward involuntary hold want visit theyre processed wanted hear anyones personal experience being either side best thing person hear want go personal details someone knowwell know whats going life hoped someone could provide guidance approach this person intoxicated degreewell influence suggestions" ]	69	¿Cuál es la mejor manera de manejar las cosas hablar alguien trató de cometer flagi rojo hablar alguien disparar policía poner psiquiatría detención involuntaria quieren visita se procesan se quieren escuchar a alguien experiencia personal ser cualquiera de los lados mejor cosa que la persona oye quieren ir detalles personales alguien sabe bien lo que va la vida esperaba que alguien podría proporcionar orientación acerca de esta persona grado intoxicado bien influencia sugerencias
need helpi cant take anymore im tired alone lonly dont want move on worth plz idk anymore	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "need helpi cant take anymore im tired alone lonly dont want move on worth plz idk anymore" ]	25	Necesito helpi no puedo tomar más estoy cansado solo sólo no quiero mover en plz idk vale la pena más
reading straighten back banana shaped bleep	[]	[ "reading straighten back banana shaped bleep" ]	8	lectura enderezar hacia atrás bleep en forma de plátano
slowly coming peace idea deathi need post history say ive seeing therapist year hes helped since way get thoughts out recently like switch kinda flipped ive redflag mind past time different now roughly past week like get ready go bed would rather hang myself dramatic way upset wanting it waiting actually it therapist number crisis intervention center last time saw im sure id use anyway honest really real reason post this maybe someone feeling alone relate im sure good one	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "slowly coming peace idea deathi need post history say ive seeing therapist year hes helped since way get thoughts out recently like switch kinda flipped ive redflag mind past time different now roughly past week like get ready go bed would rather hang myself dramatic way upset wanting it waiting actually it therapist number crisis intervention center last time saw im sure id use anyway honest really real reason post this maybe someone feeling alone relate im sure good one" ]	88	Deathi idea de la paz que viene lentamente necesidad post historia decir ive ver terapeuta año hes ayudó desde manera conseguir pensamientos hacia fuera recientemente como cambio un poco volteado ive redflag mente pasado tiempo diferente ahora más o menos la semana pasada como prepárate a ir a la cama preferiría colgarme dramática manera molesto que esperar en realidad lo terapeuta centro de intervención crisis número de la última vez vio im seguro uso de todos modos honesto real razón post esto tal vez alguien se siente solo relation im seguro buena
deadlines three days cant fucking get anythingplease fucking end me death better migraines head cant get anything done meds helping shitty family friends shitty world live reasons go on smart enough good enough courageous enough better dead	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "deadlines three days cant fucking get anythingpleasefucking end me death better migraines head cant get anything done meds helping shitty family friends shitty world live reasons go on smart enough good enough courageous enough better dead" ]	46	Los plazos de tres días no puedo conseguir nada por favor mierda terminar la muerte mejor migrañas cabeza no puedo conseguir nada hecho medicamentos ayudar mierda amigos de la familia mierda mundo vivo razones ir en lo suficientemente inteligente bueno suficientemente valiente lo suficientemente mejor muerto
wish would fatal accidentevery single day read innocent people killed people want alive would anything position could take terminal fast growing cancer away someone would could headon fatal collision freeway drunk driver would literally begging die dont know could go redflag knowing pain scares dont want family loved ones blame themselves easy relatively painless method redflag presented me wouldnt look gift horse mouth ive dealt really shitty hand life years age im fucking exhausted cant keep charade much longer	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "wish would fatal accidentevery single day read innocent people killed people want alive would anything position could take terminal fast growing cancer away someone would could headon fatal collision freeway drunk driver would literally begging die dont know could go redflag knowing pain scares dont want family loved ones blame themselves easy relatively painless method redflag presented me wouldnt look gift horse mouth ive dealt really shitty hand life years age im fucking exhausted cant keep charade much longer" ]	95	deseo fatal accidente cada día leer gente inocente matar gente quiere vivo cualquier posición podría tomar terminal de crecimiento rápido cáncer de distancia alguien podría encabezar fatal colisión autopista conductor borracho literalmente pidiendo morir no sé podría ir bandera roja saber el dolor miedos no quieren familiares se culpan a sí mismos fácil relativamente indoloro método Redflag me presentó no se vería regalo caballo boca ive trade realmente mierda mano vida años edad im mierda agotado no puede mantener charada mucho más tiempo
whats hentai hear people talking alot idea is best examples find pms understand is thanks	[]	[ "whats hentai hear people talking alot idea is best examples find pms understand is thanks" ]	20	lo que hentai escuchar gente hablando muchas ideas es los mejores ejemplos encontrar pms entender es gracias
sabotaging myselfjesus christ fuck wrong me im supposed take new treatment depression anxiety keep going therapy saying im taking it taken single pill month im fucking stupid cant believe it im sabotaging realising am still it hate myself wanting end end june now guess coming	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "sabotaging myselfjesus christ fuck wrong me im supposed take new treatment depression anxiety keep going therapy saying im taking it taken single pill month im fucking stupid cant believe it im sabotaging realising am still it hate myself wanting end end june now guess coming" ]	55	Se supone que tomar un nuevo tratamiento depresión ansiedad seguir yendo a terapia diciendo que me tomé una sola píldora mes im mierda estúpido no puedo creer que estoy saboteando darse cuenta de que todavía me odio a mí mismo querer terminar junio ahora adivinar venir
went bed yesterday praying wake upwell happen worst part is many people useful members society talented gifted pass away like meanwhile me done anything productive wastes oxygen stay im big pussy actually something world so fucking unfair many people deserve ive got im wasting away guilt feel immeasurable	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "went bed yesterday praying wake upwell happen worst part is many people useful members society talented gifted pass away like meanwhile me done anything productive wastes oxygen stay im big pussy actually something world so fucking unfair many people deserve ive got im wasting away guilt feel immeasurable" ]	55	se fue a la cama ayer rezando despertar bien sucede la peor parte es mucha gente útil miembros de la sociedad talentoso talentoso fallece como mientras tanto yo hice cualquier cosa productiva desperdicio de oxígeno permanecer im gran coño en realidad algo mundo tan injusto mucha gente se merece i I I got derrochando culpa se siente inconmensurable
hating body time _ tfw u sleep pillow ur thighs ur ur side rest upon eachother cant stand feel touch	[]	[ "hating body time _tfw u sleep pillow ur thighs ur ur side rest upon eachother cant stand feel touch" ]	29	odiando el tiempo del cuerpo _tfw u dormir almohada ur muslos u u lado descansar sobre el otro no se puede parar tacto
everyone ignoring subi dont know say friends dont want say word goodbye them thinking messaging goodnight thanks everything think	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "everyone ignoring subi dont know say friends dont want say word goodbye them thinking messaging goodnight thanks everything think" ]	23	Todo el mundo ignorando subi no saben decir amigos no quieren decir adiós palabra ellos pensando mensajería buenas noches gracias todo pensar
heroic therapistsmy therapist arguing suicidal people attempting redflag want live bullshit suicidal people ive met whove attempted still suicidal including myself shes convinced shes read facts evidence suicidal people actually want live life good need saved somehow art horses even though genuinely want die therapists really want feel like theyre saving life heroic theyre saving people want die leaving suffering dont understand havent felt feel	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "heroic therapistsmy therapist arguing suicidal people attempting redflag want live bullshit suicidal people ive met whove attempted still suicidal including myself shes convinced shes read facts evidence suicidal people actually want live life good need saved somehow art horses even though genuinely want die therapists really want feel like theyre saving life heroic theyre saving people want die leaving suffering dont understand havent felt feel" ]	78	Heroica terapeutasmi terapeuta argumentando suicidas que intentan vivir mierda suicidas personas que han conocido a quien todavía intento suicida incluyéndome a mí misma está convencida de que lee hechos evidencia de que la gente suicida realmente quiere vivir una vida buena necesidad salvada de alguna manera arte caballos a pesar de que realmente quieren morir terapeutas realmente quieren sentir que están salvando vidas heroicas que están salvando a la gente quieren morir dejando sufrimiento no entienden no han sentido sentir
friends sent fucked texts give upall friends past fucked left major trust issues last friendship ended telling everyone ever talked toxic selfish despite fact always make time matter theyd get angry hung literally anyone else wanted die dont get along parents friends had ive known newer friends almost years thought finally friendship would last however today thought itd real funny pull epic prank pretended stalker kept leaving messages going see got work even gave location apartment pretty scared thought someone fucking me asked two friends like fucking times swore werent honestly assholes deserve oscar start believe person real anxiety making feel awful whole thing im literally near tears work messages wont stop even manager got worried said tell somebody go home early minutes later cue fucking assholes walk laughing say along planning longer scared id call police fucking furious laugh say oh youre actually angry left without even giving real apology and two adults theyre dumb teen knew scared panicking thought shit hilarious give up last straw me realize awful two make feel time im letting go anymore hate almost much hate point dont know im ever gonna trust anyone again know probably wont friends honestly thought lonely makes want die knows probably next days ill least gone end month know much	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "friends sent fucked texts give upall friends past fucked left major trust issues last friendship ended telling everyone ever talked toxic selfish despite fact always make time matter theyd get angry hung literally anyone else wanted die dont get along parents friends had ive known newer friends almost years thought finally friendship would last however today thought itd real funny pull epic prank pretended stalker kept leaving messages going see got work even gave location apartment pretty scared thought someone fucking me asked two friends like fucking times swore werent honestly assholes deserve oscar start believe person real anxiety making feel awful whole thingim literally near tears work messages wont stop even manager got worried said tell somebody go home early minutes later cue fucking assholes walk laughing say along planning longer scared id call police fucking furious laugh", "say oh youre actually angry left without even giving real apology and two adults theyre dumb teen knew scared panicking thought shit hilarious give up last straw me realize awful two make feel time im letting go anymore hate almost much hate point dont know im ever gonna trust anyone again know probably wont friends honestly thought lonely makes want die knows probably next days ill least gone end month know much" ]	155	amigos enviaron textos jodidos entregar a todos los amigos pasado follada izquierda grandes problemas de confianza última amistad terminó diciendo a todos nunca hablado tóxico egoísta a pesar de hecho siempre hacer que el tiempo importa que se enojen colgar literalmente cualquier otro quería morir no llevarse bien padres amigos había conocido amigos más nuevos casi años pensó que finalmente la amistad duraría sin embargo hoy pensó que realmente divertido tirón épica broma pretendió acosador seguía dejando mensajes ir al trabajo incluso dio apartamento lugar bastante asustado pensamiento alguien me preguntó dos putas veces juró no eran honestamente imbéciles merecer oscar empezar creer persona verdadera ansiedad hacer sentir horrible todo thingim literalmente cerca de lágrimas mensajes de trabajo no se detendrá incluso gerente se preocupa dijo decirle a alguien ir a casa temprano minutos más tarde señal imbéciles caminar risas decir a lo largo planificación más asustado id llamar a la policía puta risa furiosa
thinking ending allim long time stalker subreddit know strange thing say thinking ending many occasions feels like ever increasing feeling like right thing do right fiance friends work guess would lessen impact finding me also wondering things could do tidy things could make things easier handle passing	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "thinking ending allim long time stalker subreddit know strange thing say thinking ending many occasions feels like ever increasing feeling like right thing do right fiance friends work guess would lessen impact finding me also wondering things could do tidy things could make things easier handle passing" ]	53	pensar terminar alli mucho tiempo acosador subreddit saber cosa extraña decir pensar terminar muchas ocasiones se siente como siempre creciente sentir como lo correcto hacer bien amigos trabajo supongo que disminuiría el impacto al encontrarme también me pregunto cosas podría hacer cosas ordenadas podría hacer las cosas más fáciles pasar
worth livinggood evening everyone im sure correct place post oh well here suicidal thoughts since age never actually anything im writing despite thinking killing near future like living find boring nothing personally enjoy seeing people around depresses even more luckily enough blessed good family never notable problems trouble school trauma social problems despite thoughts while never told anyone apart teacher familiar with want hurt ones love me think therapy kind would help though tried yet point need live like anything do done at least thought about hate certain things like school even stuff necessarily hate like spending times loved ones boring pointless grow older feel trouble keep coming financially independent all want live pay taxes nothing truly live for know normal im oversensitive start thinking future end crying want live want end life front others always put fake smile invent random garbage goto job life would people look weirdly move on im tired that recently thoughts become stronger spending evenings roof idea yet impossibility im weak anyone situation ive tried setting goals stuff nothing gives live please give ideas otherwise would also appreciate ideas regarding painless ways go future thank taking time	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "worth livinggood evening everyone im surecorrect place postoh well here suicidal thoughts since age never actually anything im writing despite thinking killing near future like living find boring nothing personally enjoy seeing people around depresses even more luckily enough blessed good family never notable problems trouble school trauma social problems despite thoughts while never told anyone apart teacher familiar with want hurt ones love me think therapy kind would help though tried yet point need live like anything do done at least thought about hate certain things like school even stuff necessarily hate like spending times loved ones boring pointless grow older feel trouble keep coming financially independent", "all want live pay taxes nothing truly live for know normal im oversensitive start thinking future end crying want live want end life front others always put fake smile invent random garbage goto job life would people look weirdly move on im tired that recently thoughts become stronger spending evenings roof idea yet impossibility im weak anyone situation ive tried setting goals stuff nothing gives live please give ideas otherwise would also appreciate ideas regarding painless ways go future thank taking time" ]	115	Vale la pena vivir buenas noches todo el mundo im cierto correcto lugar postoh bien aquí pensamientos suicidas desde la edad nunca en realidad nada im escribir a pesar de pensar matar cerca de futuro como vivir encontrar aburrido nada personalmente disfrutar de ver a la gente alrededor de las depresiones incluso lo suficientemente afortunadamente bien familia nunca problemas notables problemas problemas trauma escolar problemas sociales a pesar de los pensamientos mientras que nunca se le dijo a nadie aparte profesor familiarizado con querer lastimar a los que me aman creo que la clase de terapia me ayudaría aunque se intenta pero punto necesidad de vivir como cualquier cosa hecho por lo menos pensar en odiar ciertas cosas como la escuela incluso cosas necesariamente odio como pasar tiempo seres queridos aburridos envejecer sentir problemas seguir viniendo económicamente independiente
today sent sister image something think sent pic dick sickos today sent sister image little kid petting furry looked convincing enough dog still thinks dog wanna ruin her tldr sent picture kid petting furry sister thinks dog	[]	[ "today sent sister image something think sent pic dick sickos today sent sister image little kid petting furry looked convincing enough dog still thinks dog wanna ruin her tldr sent picture kid petting furry sister thinks dog" ]	44	Hoy he enviado la imagen de la hermana algo creo enviado pic dick sickos hoy he enviado la imagen de la hermana pequeño niño petting peludo parecía convincente suficiente perro todavía piensa perro quiere arruinar su tldr enviado foto niño petting peludo hermana piensa perro
comment post noice this post was brought to you by noice gang	[]	[ "comment post noice this post was brought to you by noice gang" ]	14	comentario post ruido este post fue traído a usted por la banda de ruido
ive made mindok im sad today fill paperwork guide dogs organisation doctors heres thing ive issues cant go details eat pretty good diet certainly type diet would cause major illness malnourishment feel ok eat onoff problems go away little while come back ive accepted fact health change actually terrible problems get uncomfortable doctors tried help me recurring issues curing properly meaning fix issues come back time due complicating circumstances doctors careful medicines give me means im restricted medications currently taking medicines good thing anyway doctors done best ive tolerated issues long enough im willing keep persisting getting better swimming current guys going start making memories long willing certain point patience finally runs out retiring good luck guys tank support led give much appreciated but ive made decision live much happy life can im saying peace out quality life quantity life me take care guys im putting life order take while doctor comes brilliant solution thats good stands currently im buying time im worn thin life get better	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "ive made mindok im sad today fill paperwork guide dogs organisation doctors heres thing ive issues cant go details eat pretty good diet certainly type diet would cause major illness malnourishment feel ok eat onoff problems go away little while come back ive accepted fact health change actually terrible problems get uncomfortable doctors tried help me recurring issues curing properly meaning fix issues come back time due complicating circumstances doctors careful medicines give me means im restricted medications currently taking medicines good thing anyway doctors done best ive tolerated issues long enough im willing keep persisting getting better swimming current guys going start making memories long willing certain point patience finally runs out retiring good luck guys tank support led give much appreciatedbut ive made decision live much happy life can im saying peace out quality life quantity life me take care guys im putting life order take while doctor comes brilliant solution thats good stands currently im buying time im worn thin life get better" ]	185	ive made mindok im triste hoy llenar papeleo guía perros organización médicos heres thing ive issues not go detalles comer bastante buena dieta ciertamente tipo dieta causaría enfermedad grave malnutrición se siente bien comer off problemas desaparecen poco mientras que volver ive aceptado hecho cambio de salud en realidad problemas terribles tratar a los médicos me ayudan problemas recurrentes curar correctamente significado problemas volver tiempo debido a circunstancias complicadas médicos medicamentos cuidadosos me dan medios im medicamentos restringidos tomar medicamentos buena cosa de todos modos los médicos hecho mejor ive tolered problemas lo suficiente im dispuesto seguir persistiendo conseguir mejor natación actuales chicos van a empezar a hacer memorias mucho querer cierto punto paciencia finalmente se acaba retiro buena suerte chicos apoyo tanque led dar mucho aprecio pero ive hecho vida vida mucho feliz puede im decir paz calidad de vida cantidad de vida me toman cuidado im poner orden de vida tomar mientras que el médico viene brillante solución que buenos stands actualmente im compra tiempo im vida delgada se ponen mejor
anyone lay dark think different ways dyingam one somehow find strange peace knowing one absolute way end hurt courage go it	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "anyone lay dark think different ways dyingam one somehow find strange peace knowing one absolute way end hurt courage go it" ]	22	alguien yacía oscuro pensar diferentes maneras de morir uno de alguna manera encuentra extraña paz sabiendo una manera absoluta final dolor coraje ir
someone send jail ive got much horny system cant contained	[]	[ "someone send jail ive got much horny system cant contained" ]	12	alguien envía a la cárcel tiene mucho sistema cachondo no puede contener
alright am everybody persevere stay til sunrise think	[]	[ "alright am everybody persevere stay til sunrise think" ]	9	Muy bien, todos perseveran hasta que el amanecer piense.
let spare dream suffering depression years ongoing headw meds side almost major life evens graduations travelling solo cover everything recently seen change destructive behaviour evolving pill popping major alcoholism sober now isolation even recent thing seem piercings professional experience whatsoever stick poke gave pricing tattoos separately prior idea scare me past months given least piercings night confines bathroom ashamed even though live alone never hidden coping mechanism seems foreign externally puppettered idk asking anymore feels like behaviours brain adjust according going headampxbi sorry incoherent mind mush nose hurts like bitch last piercing gave lol half bad immediate response self destructive behaviour evolve change circumstances sometimes smarter us	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "let spare dream suffering depression years ongoing headw meds side almost major life evens graduations travelling solo cover everything recently seen change destructive behaviour evolving pill popping major alcoholism sober now isolation even recent thing seem piercings professional experience whatsoever stick poke gave pricing tattoos separately prior idea scare me past months given least piercings night confines bathroom ashamed even though live alone never hidden coping mechanism seems foreign externally puppettered idk asking anymore feels like behaviours brain adjust according going headampxbi sorry incoherent mind mush nose hurts like bitch last piercing gave lol half bad immediate response self destructive behaviour evolve change circumstances sometimes smarter us" ]	130	Deja que el sueño de repuesto sufrimiento depresión años continua cabeza meds lado casi mayor vida pares graduaciones viajando solo cubrir todo cambio recientemente visto comportamiento destructivo evolución píldora popping alcoholismo mayor sobriedad ahora aislamiento incluso cosa reciente parece piercings experiencia profesional cualquier palo poke dio precios tatuajes por separado idea previa me asusta los últimos meses dado menos piercings noche confines cuarto de baño vergüenza a pesar de vivir solo nunca oculto mecanismo de afrontamiento parece externamente titiritero idk preguntar más se siente como comportamientos cerebro ajuste según va cabezampxbi lo siento mente incoherente mush nariz duele como perra último piercing dio lol media mala respuesta inmediata comportamiento autodestructivo evolucionan circunstancias cambio a veces más inteligentes nos
posting ara ara forget day ara ara	[]	[ "posting ara ara forget day ara ara" ]	11	Publicando ara ara olvidar el día ara ara
less want die want liveif switch end life think would pressed now whole process dying scares me want leave body mess definitely want make unsuccessful attempt want another years living life long already enough good bits make bad lonliness	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "less want die want liveif switch end life think would pressed now whole process dying scares me want leave body mess definitely want make unsuccessful attempt want another years living life long already enough good bits make bad lonliness" ]	43	menos quiero morir quiero vivir si cambio fin de la vida pensar ahora todo el proceso morir me asusta quiero dejar cuerpo desastre definitivamente quiero hacer intento sin éxito quiero otros años vivir la vida ya lo suficiente buenas bits hacer mala soledad
arm become snake thanks obama care got fucky wucky arm fixed got kicked balls bear left kind redflag scar obama care exist would cost arm leg thats epic bruh moment epic victory royale plas vote election thanks bois girls bears	[]	[ "arm become snake thanksobama care got fucky wucky arm fixed got kicked balls bear left kind redflag scar obama care exist would cost arm leg thats epic bruh moment epic victory royale plas vote election thanks bois girls bears" ]	53	brazo se convierte en serpiente gracias cuidado obama consiguió puto brazo wucky arreglado recibió pelotas pateadas oso izquierda especie bandera roja cicatriz obama cuidado existir costaría pierna brazo esos épico bruh momento épico victoria royale plas votación elección gracias bois chicas osos